this one's for you baby

catefrances
catefrances Posts: 29,003
edited August 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
so much to say
and no words to express
the emptiness i feel inside
i let you so close
so inside my heart
my head filled with words that you spoke
but now all i feel
well now all i feel
all i feel
is
just
fucked

you screwed with my head
now i'm fucked up the arse
all the screaming in my head
is not from joy
i would have given you everything
anything that you asked
but now
well what have i got?

it took me so long to open up to someone
and the one that chose was you
but now all i feel
well now all i feel
all i feel
is
fucking
used.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
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  • illegal pants
    illegal pants Posts: 13,471
    you've read my mind :)
    wah
  • Holey Ghost
    Holey Ghost Posts: 744
    Cate,

    In the end
    you always have yourself
    you are your own best friend

    and nothing, not any one, no one
    can destroy your integrity, your sanity
    your love, for yourself

    no one can use that part of you
    the essence of who you are
    tho' others try like hell to have that effect

    reject it! it's not the real you
    no one likes always live blue
    so color your world
    with more happy hues

    and say 'scew you'
    to the one who f*kd you in the arse
    just let their effect on you, be sparse
    Create Good Things........
    Graduate of the School for Sexual Gifted....magna cum loads
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    oh fuck that bullshit. i don't want only myself.
    my integrity is intact. my sanity? well i hardly ever had a grip on that.
    i love this man. it took me a bit to get there, but i got there and now here i am without him. there's nothing i can do but wish him well, as difficult as that is for me. i just want him to be all he can be. and if that means without me then so be it.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • Holey Ghost
    Holey Ghost Posts: 744
    sorry cate....I didn't mean to upset you.

    I just like seeing a good-hearted (as you appear to be) person. used.

    Wishing him well is the best thing you can do, as you have, and shows you truly do love him, even tho you can't 'have' him.

    I'm just saying that, no matter what, we all have ourselves if nothing else.

    We are usually born into this world alone, and leave it the same way, and along the way make great friends that will always be in our hearts.
    Create Good Things........
    Graduate of the School for Sexual Gifted....magna cum loads
  • bluejourneyman
    bluejourneyman Posts: 421
    catefrances wrote:
    oh fuck that bullshit. i don't want only myself.
    my integrity is intact. my sanity? well i hardly ever had a grip on that.
    i love this man. it took me a bit to get there, but i got there and now here i am without him. there's nothing i can do but wish him well, as difficult as that is for me. i just want him to be all he can be. and if that means without me then so be it.
    Guys can be idiot's sometimes :p;)
    Can't you see that there's light in the dark.
    Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams.
    (Wolfmother)
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Grand Rapids 2006
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    bluejourneyman wrote:
    Guys can be idiot's sometimes :p;)

    only sometimes????? :D


    he wants a chance, he's got it. besides he knows my number. :)
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • bluejourneyman
    bluejourneyman Posts: 421
    Can I have your number:p
    Can't you see that there's light in the dark.
    Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams.
    (Wolfmother)
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Grand Rapids 2006
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    only if i can have yours. ;)
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say

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