...if only

catefrances

she walks away
her head is down
he cant see the tears she cries
she wants to stay
she needs to go
her every breath a living lie
it's best this way, she tells herself
she can't get what he won't give
she smiles when she thinks of him
but the ache is where it all begins
to break down, to test her will
she loses her self respect
she thought she could
but found out she can't
if only...
...if only
and this is why she must leave.