tell me.

catefrances

did i do it for attention?
or was it a lack of maturity?
a decision defined by absolution
how dare you sit there
and judge my life
who are you anyway?
with every brick the wall gets higher
i can't see. i won't climb
but i can't feel like you
i'm not empty
i'm full of rage
what is my life worth?
more than i think?
an impossibility
it doesn't feel like hope
it feels like death to me
i am godless
i am free
i am everything i never wanted to be
am i?
am i what?
no i am not.
i'm held by people
by expectation
by things that fuck me up
feel so used up
so put upon
need a break
a permanent break
whatever
you tell me i'll get over it
well......
i don't think so
it comes back
it comes back in waves
to drown me
and flatten me
like a shadow against the pavement
on a hot summer's day
and i don't care what you're saying
this is my life
don't make me live yours too
i wait
i wait patiently
i wait for the perfect time
but waiting's what got me here in the first place
don't tell me what i can't do
don't tell me what i shouldn't
tell me what i'm feeling
tell me i'll survive
tell me i can't live without....
tell me something
tell me anything
tell me
tell me
tell me
tell me what?

bluejourneyman

please, tell me that is not dirrected towards me:(

catefrances

no. it's not.

Bu2

You tells it like you should.

Very good.

likepilateihaveadog

With every brick the wall gets higher


I'm gonna use that conversationally from now on.
Thanks.
(assuming that's OK)

romybian

Love it, so honest. thanks for sharing!

catefrances

likepilateihaveadog wrote:

With every brick the wall gets higher


I'm gonna use that conversationally from now on.
Thanks.
(assuming that's OK)

i don't own the words. once they're out, they're everybody's