black box

catefrances

this black box
he hides inside
in total darkness -
a prison.
shameful
it pulls at him
difficult to resist
every day
a little more,
in his stillest moments
it takes hold.
he struggles
disgusted with himself
he prays for guidance
for the strength
not within.
every thought
a betrayal
he is alone.

Jamal

that's a beauty
sda, but beautiful

I can relate to it, that means a lot to me

thx 4 sharing