friday

catefrances

did you see her
turn around and look
behind her?
stupid girl
she tries.
i know she does
cause i know her.
most of the time anyway
she doesn't want to wake
up and have him in her thoughts.
it angers her
maybe she tries too hard.
to forget him totally
is to deny herself
in some part
in the good
and the bad
her focus narrows
she knows what she wants
she knows where she will find it
but still.....
she stays true
but still.....
she is bound
and will not stray
from what she wants
from what she needs
from the one thing that makes her...