see you suckers!!!
catefrances
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there's no such thing as a free lunch and no free will.
cause in the end we all pay in our own way.
i can't find reason enough to stay. i can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. so i taped brown paper over the glass. i hate what i've become and how every day all i can do is keep my eyes open. and that works. cause no one knows. they don't even come close. the words. the anger. the ache. the longing to be gone. god, you know, neil young was right. it is better to burn out than to fade away. cause i am way past my use by date. i'm tired of people asking me if i'm okay. and when i say no they turn away and don't care. then why did they fucking ask? but mostly i'm tired of myself and as you know it is difficult to get away from yourself. i wonder if i'll be missed. and if so, for how long? you know it's my life and i should be allowed to do with it whatever i want. but oh no, they tell you you're being selfish. how's that? i'm doing what i want and i'm not planning on taking anybody else with me. so many thoughts inside my head and all of them are screaming. waiting for attention. demanding answers. i'm too tired to think. and it's time i rested.
do not psychoanalyse me. don't look to the music i listened to or the books i reads for answers. you'll not find them. there are no answers cause there is no question. i came. i did my thing and now i'm outta here.
cause in the end we all pay in our own way.
i can't find reason enough to stay. i can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. so i taped brown paper over the glass. i hate what i've become and how every day all i can do is keep my eyes open. and that works. cause no one knows. they don't even come close. the words. the anger. the ache. the longing to be gone. god, you know, neil young was right. it is better to burn out than to fade away. cause i am way past my use by date. i'm tired of people asking me if i'm okay. and when i say no they turn away and don't care. then why did they fucking ask? but mostly i'm tired of myself and as you know it is difficult to get away from yourself. i wonder if i'll be missed. and if so, for how long? you know it's my life and i should be allowed to do with it whatever i want. but oh no, they tell you you're being selfish. how's that? i'm doing what i want and i'm not planning on taking anybody else with me. so many thoughts inside my head and all of them are screaming. waiting for attention. demanding answers. i'm too tired to think. and it's time i rested.
do not psychoanalyse me. don't look to the music i listened to or the books i reads for answers. you'll not find them. there are no answers cause there is no question. i came. i did my thing and now i'm outta here.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
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i just woke up and i must say readin this is one way of
opening up the ole sleepy head eyes balls..got any coffee?
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce