indifference

catefrances

is there anything worse than someone not giving a shit.
is there anything worse than walking through a door full of longing and being ignored
is there anything worse than a betrayal through indifference
when he senses there's something different about you but he doesn't know what
and he doesn't care enough to find out
all he knows is it can't be because of anything that he has done, because he's done nothing.
when he pays attention only when you come home with the smell of another man on you.
is it then that he chooses to care
is it then that he chooses to show that you belong to him
is it then that as the blood rushes through his head he raises his hand to strike you
is it only then that he notices you
you
the woman he fell in love with
the woman he said he'd go to the grave with
the woman he forsook all other women for
is it then finally that he notices that you are no longer his
that you were never his
that you were always your own
that he has lost something he probably never had in the first place