I'm having a hard time...

erryerry Posts: 15
What is wrong with me?

I feel that I learn a lot of things in hard ways...
I never mean to be hard on my self, I just want to follow my heart, but I get hard times in return...
I feel like I don't have a life right now... everythings doesn't seem right...
I'm stuck in my job, I'm in love with a man (the right man..I guess..) in the wrong time n the wrong place... (he's out of my reach n I'm stuck on him!) n it caused me skipped chances with men came after him..., n I'm having serious problem with my family....
For many times, I ask: What's God wants for me? What's God wants me to do?
Have I missread or missed the shiny signs?
I guess I have to learn more about "the sign" n "choose the shiny ones instead"....
may we all stay most human and most alive
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  • steppenwolfsteppenwolf Posts: 164
    Being is a spiritual proposition.
  • asphaltasphalt Posts: 113
    a lot of things go fucked up .. ya know at times .... i guess the only way out and the toughest is ... to let go .....
    let it go man ......

    and take care ....
    its okay
  • Ms. HaikuMs. Haiku Posts: 7,265
    It seems to apply to many posts recently, eh? There's got to be someone who can sing this to you, your "right man"?


    James Taylor - You've Got a Friend

    When you’re down and troubled
    And you need a helping hand
    And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
    Close your eyes and think of me
    And soon I will be there
    To brighten up even your darkest nights.

    You just call out my name,
    And you know whereever I am
    I’ll come running, oh yeah baby
    To see you again.
    Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
    All you have to do is call
    And I’ll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
    You’ve got a friend.

    If the sky above you
    Should turn dark and full of clouds
    And that old north wind should begin to blow
    Keep your head together and call my name out loud
    And soon I will be knocking upon your door.
    You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
    I’ll come running to see you again.
    Winter, spring, summer or fall
    All you got to do is call
    And I’ll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

    Hey, ain’t it good to know that you’ve got a friend?
    People can be so cold.
    They’ll hurt you and desert you.
    Well they’ll take your soul if you let them.
    Oh yeah, but don’t you let them.

    You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
    I’ll come running to see you again.
    Oh babe, don’t you know that,
    Winter spring summer or fall,
    Hey now, all you’ve got to do is call.
    Lord, I’ll be there, yes I will.
    You’ve got a friend.
    You’ve got a friend.
    Ain’t it good to know you’ve got a friend.
    Ain’t it good to know you’ve got a friend.
    You’ve got a friend.



    Whereever you see, "You've got a friend" change it to "You've got a twin" and you have what I would sing. I also don't call my twin "baby" but that's besides the point.
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  • No offense, but I can't stand that song, lol. Good message, but so cheesy sounding.


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  • StarziStarzi Posts: 10
    erry wrote:
    What is wrong with me?

    I feel that I learn a lot of things in hard ways...
    I never mean to be hard on my self, I just want to follow my heart, but I get hard times in return...
    I feel like I don't have a life right now... everythings doesn't seem right...
    I'm stuck in my job, I'm in love with a man (the right man..I guess..) in the wrong time n the wrong place... (he's out of my reach n I'm stuck on him!) n it caused me skipped chances with men came after him..., n I'm having serious problem with my family....
    For many times, I ask: What's God wants for me? What's God wants me to do?
    Have I missread or missed the shiny signs?
    I guess I have to learn more about "the sign" n "choose the shiny ones instead"....


    sometimes it feels that your whole life you have done the opposite, looked for the rusted signs, opposed to the shiny ones, on purpose... and then yer left with the feeling of indifference or maybe come to the conclusion that its time to start looking for the ones that glitter, to make sense of yerself and everything around you.....



    fuck the shiny ones...


    the road less travled always has a better ending.....
    stargazer (n)-someone who is indifferent to the busy world.
  • AliAli Posts: 2,621
    Starzi wrote:
    sometimes it feels that your whole life you have done the opposite, looked for the rusted signs, opposed to the shiny ones, on purpose... and then yer left with the feeling of indifference or maybe come to the conclusion that its time to start looking for the ones that glitter, to make sense of yerself and everything around you.....



    fuck the shiny ones...


    the road less travled always has a better ending.....
    I agree:):):):)
    A whisper and a thrill
    A whisper and a chill
    adv2005

    "Why do I bother?"
    The 11th Commandment.
    "Whatever"

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