the past hurts sometimes, all the time

KwyjiboKwyjibo Posts: 662
right now I'm alone
and the all-too-familiar panic
starts in my heart,
and goes all the way around

these thoughts won't leave
my labryinth of a mind
I remember the things I used to do
to avoid having to think about you

dying eight hours a day
for $80 I'd only drink away

trying to find a way
to score a hit
with some new trick

and my outlaw past is seeping in mind
sure its all gone now
but I'm alone
and my self-destructive thoughts
are hell-bent on dying
The most remarkable thing about you standing in the doorway, is that its you, and that you're standing in the doorway.

I write down good reasons to freeze to death in my spiral ring notebook. But in the long tresses of your hair--I am a babbling brook.
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  • Spot In The SkySpot In The Sky Posts: 1,175
    gives me the same feeling as black does- good shit bro.
    "The world is dangerous, feel safe here tonight..." EV 9/17/06

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