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OutshynedOutshyned Posts: 55
Geeeeze almost every haunt i visit on the net is almost as empty as this. Am i the only one being home this Saturday night or what?

And i'm alone... Been alone now for nearly 6 mos..
Normally a homebody happily... but being alone like this makes nights like this feel so bla. It's fine, usually am happy,, it's just tonight.
This can't last much longer....... Life is so much easier and more exciting/fun with a partner sharing everything.

............ The right one will come along.
So far every approach and re-approach is impossible for me.
They're not the one.

I wonder if the one is living far away from me right now..
Then again maybe not.
Will i ever know or find out?

There is my bit of feeling for tonight :)

-Outs
"I guess it was the beatings... made me wise
But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize"

The other day the above lyrics hit me like they never had before.......Almost dizzying....So true, feelings i long recognise summed up in words so beautifully/perfectly.....
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  • OutshynedOutshyned Posts: 55
    k..

    Running into silence
    Freed from the mistakes

    Twirling and dancing
    Just to remember exactly how
    Spontanious is better
    I can see it on your face

    Better to watch someone who's really feeling it

    Long day, cast care
    Careless, seeking comfort only

    Remembering myself
    Finding no one there

    Some death is not physical
    Some death is divine

    Circling the wagons, around an ant hill
    And chasing a caterpillar
    until it flies away
    "I guess it was the beatings... made me wise
    But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize"

    The other day the above lyrics hit me like they never had before.......Almost dizzying....So true, feelings i long recognise summed up in words so beautifully/perfectly.....
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    take heart.....it'll get better :)
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
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