My Disguise
SKasak44
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Its been a while since I posted here so I'll just drop one that I wrote a few months ago. Thanks to the few people who have dropped me a line wondering where I was. You know who you are. Thanks for getting me back on track. 
MY DISGUISE
The January snow is fallin' again and I'm feeling a little bit down my friend and it seems like thats the trend for me these days
It seems as though I've been tryin too hard cuz I always seem to end up where I start and for me its like being lost inside a maze
And after all of my grievances someday I'm bound to cash in on this and all of the other pains that I've been through
And even though I know that all the blame is mine I'll put a little time and work on trying to stop putting the blame on you
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better off that way
I just wanted a way to make me feel that there really was real reason for the world to even notice that I was alive
But its hard for me to help myself when I've left my feelings bottled up cuz I was afraid to let out what I had inside
Soon I'll be a man but now you have to understand that without a hand to hold there is no way that I could ever feel complete
I've never shared my feelings or felt touching words of healings so I've always put all the blame back onto me
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better off that way
Maybe lady luck is just running late I know we never really set a date or maybe cupids on vacation in the skies
Because it hurts to feel this way and everyday I tell myself my time will come when I know that I'm just telling myself lies
But hopefully in time I'll have someone to call mine but I see her sillouette is nowhere on the horizon
But I do believe in love and I know when I see my dove that she will be the most beautiful thing I've ever laid my eyes on
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better that way
What if I'm mister wrong and have been all along because I'm bound to live all alone if thats the case
Its cuz I buried deep my secrets and the things that ate me up inside but if I let them out I'd be scared to show my face
But my whole damn life I've lived a lie and its getting worse as time goes by and I've always smiled even though I never meant it
But now I see as time goes on that I've been living my life all wrong and that if I dont change I know I will regret it
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better that way
Ninteen years young
And this same old song
Is going in the trash because I think its overplayed
And its been too long
Since I let myself
Get back onto the track from which I've strayed
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better that way
But I was wrong
MY DISGUISE
The January snow is fallin' again and I'm feeling a little bit down my friend and it seems like thats the trend for me these days
It seems as though I've been tryin too hard cuz I always seem to end up where I start and for me its like being lost inside a maze
And after all of my grievances someday I'm bound to cash in on this and all of the other pains that I've been through
And even though I know that all the blame is mine I'll put a little time and work on trying to stop putting the blame on you
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better off that way
I just wanted a way to make me feel that there really was real reason for the world to even notice that I was alive
But its hard for me to help myself when I've left my feelings bottled up cuz I was afraid to let out what I had inside
Soon I'll be a man but now you have to understand that without a hand to hold there is no way that I could ever feel complete
I've never shared my feelings or felt touching words of healings so I've always put all the blame back onto me
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better off that way
Maybe lady luck is just running late I know we never really set a date or maybe cupids on vacation in the skies
Because it hurts to feel this way and everyday I tell myself my time will come when I know that I'm just telling myself lies
But hopefully in time I'll have someone to call mine but I see her sillouette is nowhere on the horizon
But I do believe in love and I know when I see my dove that she will be the most beautiful thing I've ever laid my eyes on
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better that way
What if I'm mister wrong and have been all along because I'm bound to live all alone if thats the case
Its cuz I buried deep my secrets and the things that ate me up inside but if I let them out I'd be scared to show my face
But my whole damn life I've lived a lie and its getting worse as time goes by and I've always smiled even though I never meant it
But now I see as time goes on that I've been living my life all wrong and that if I dont change I know I will regret it
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better that way
Ninteen years young
And this same old song
Is going in the trash because I think its overplayed
And its been too long
Since I let myself
Get back onto the track from which I've strayed
I buried myself. And no one else, could ever know the things that hurt me everyday
You never knew. Cuz I never told you, and everything just seemed better that way
But I was wrong
"I cant hear you, but i feel the things you say"
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