don't be shy

pjjerseygirlpjjerseygirl Posts: 81
edited February 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
i don't understand
thought you were different.smile and a wave?fuck you.i get that everyday...
a little visit.must have been the fucking devil.
how dare you play with my feelings.as if you have a right.WRONG.a dream of 15 years.genuine but innocent.
but you already know that.
my intent came from my heart.yours from who the fuck knows.but yeah,i'm used to that already.that's why i hide.cause everything i love or cherish gets taken or destroyed.
a moment i could have had.you are a pussy.
40 hrs,4 kids,four play,foul play....yeah i don't want to see you anymore.last time for me.stupid fucking smile on your face and i am crying.
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE LEARNING FROM YOU!?!?
thank you for punching me in the fucking face....obviously i needed it again.
silly stupid girl
so i'll add you to the very long list of stupid things i have done AND to the one i can't believe in anymore.
never asked for anything except to keep my dream alive...and yours.
you've wasted my time.for a very long time.
DON'T FUCKING COME HERE ANYMORE
you think you understand.but you don't cause you left fucker
a song i am grateful.a song will always heal me.many songs keep me alive
you will not heal me.YOU are the instrument i wish i could smash to fucking pieces.
there is nothing wrong with wanting and needing.it is in my nature.
a picture so i am real.always truthful.always honest.
you are so fucking fake.in fact,the biggest fake i know...right now anyway.
shove your music up your ass.
my fuckin ears are closed to you and i'm fuckin gone
fucker
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  • jessiejessie Posts: 14
    apparently you had a bad day, sorry about that, but we all do, it,s unavoidable, hoping tommorow will be better, good luck
  • jessie wrote:
    apparently you had a bad day, sorry about that, but we all do, it,s unavoidable, hoping tommorow will be better, good luck

    had to get it out.....
  • bad day?- could've been a great day in hindsight right PJjersey?
    "Don't turn away from possible futures unless you're certain you have nothing to learn from them."
  • bad day?- could've been a great day in hindsight right PJjersey?
    coulda,woulda,shoulda
  • coulda,woulda,shoulda

    hopefully it wasn't their Last Exit, that would be a total Waste
    "Don't turn away from possible futures unless you're certain you have nothing to learn from them."
  • Hope your day gets better?????
    I'll be back
  • Hope your day gets better?????

    not yet.
    stuck in a moment
  • Wow..

    That is driven & emotional..

    Bad times really bring out the artist in all of us. That poem was..Wow..At a loss for words I am..

    yeah:)
    made me feel a little better.but still confused
  • not yet.
    stuck in a moment

    pjjersey is stuck in a moment that is lasting a lifetime
    when oh when will it be her turn to shine?
    so much to offer, if they would just get off her

    polish this diamond
    polish this diamond
    She's in the rough

    I am not innocent, I played a part
    in some of the pain that tears at her heart

    forgiven me, she has, that's just her way
    unconditionally loving was how she was made

    I sigh for her, I cry for her, and then I pray
    Someone would come and wisk her away...

    Polish this Diamond
    Polish this Diamond

    She is in the rough
    "Don't turn away from possible futures unless you're certain you have nothing to learn from them."
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    pjjersey is stuck in a moment that is lasting a lifetime
    when oh when will it be her turn to shine?
    so much to offer, if they would just get off her

    polish this diamond
    polish this diamond
    She's in the rough

    I am not innocent, I played a part
    in some of the pain that tears at her heart

    forgiven me, she has, that's just her way
    unconditionally loving was how she was made

    I sigh for her, I cry for her, and then I pray
    Someone would come and wisk her away...

    Polish this Diamond
    Polish this Diamond

    She is in the rough

    The poem was very heartfelt...sorry to hear you had such a tough time. The post above is very touching and I second it! :)
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • i don't understand
    thought you were different.smile and a wave?fuck you.i get that everyday...
    a little visit.must have been the fucking devil.
    how dare you play with my feelings.as if you have a right.WRONG.a dream of 15 years.genuine but innocent.
    but you already know that.
    my intent came from my heart.yours from who the fuck knows.but yeah,i'm used to that already.that's why i hide.cause everything i love or cherish gets taken or destroyed.
    a moment i could have had.you are a pussy.
    40 hrs,4 kids,four play,foul play....yeah i don't want to see you anymore.last time for me.stupid fucking smile on your face and i am crying.
    I'M SUPPOSED TO BE LEARNING FROM YOU!?!?
    thank you for punching me in the fucking face....obviously i needed it again.
    silly stupid girl
    so i'll add you to the very long list of stupid things i have done AND to the one i can't believe in anymore.
    never asked for anything except to keep my dream alive...and yours.
    you've wasted my time.for a very long time.
    DON'T FUCKING COME HERE ANYMORE
    you think you understand.but you don't cause you left fucker
    a song i am grateful.a song will always heal me.many songs keep me alive
    you will not heal me.YOU are the instrument i wish i could smash to fucking pieces.
    there is nothing wrong with wanting and needing.it is in my nature.
    a picture so i am real.always truthful.always honest.
    you are so fucking fake.in fact,the biggest fake i know...right now anyway.
    shove your music up your ass.
    my fuckin ears are closed to you and i'm fuckin gone
    fucker
    Oh I feel for you...this was me a few years ago, but the words never left my mouth...
    If I could be anything in the world I would be your teardrop...I would be born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.
  • Damn!!! Ouch,... that one must have been tearing at your innards,... lash out if it feels good,.. u sound a bit unstable though and any relationship that brings that out of u is unhealthy,.... what the fuck do I know though-- that was me for years-- stuck in more than a moment and I sure as fuck couldn't get out of it...
    I can hear what you're thinking,.. All your doubts & fears,... If U look in my eye,... In time you'll find,... the reason I'm here,.. In time U may come back somday,.. To live once more-- or die once more-- In time your time,... will be no more,...
    Johnny Cash (to Frank Castle/The Punisher)
  • Damn!!! Ouch,... that one must have been tearing at your innards,... lash out if it feels good,.. u sound a bit unstable though and any relationship that brings that out of u is unhealthy,.... what the fuck do I know though-- that was me for years-- stuck in more than a moment and I sure as fuck couldn't get out of it...

    a fresh pain can make Anyone sound unstable, wouldn't you agree?? We've all been there at one time or another...I wish pjjersey was on tonight there's a lot of good writing going on in here.
    "Don't turn away from possible futures unless you're certain you have nothing to learn from them."
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