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I wish I could delete this
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  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    im free from hate and distrust, free form the angst which built up inside me, driving me insane but you already knew that. the asylum drives me crazier...untortured patterns of color meant to calm and cool but all it does is breed the insanity more and more until it fills this room. it truely is the inmates running the asylum i have seen the inside, i have been to that dimention of the persona, schedules and tasks run your day, pictures are taken off walls and screens cover the windows. I can't say i felt safe, I cant say i felt safe i cant say i was scared. but when the schedule changed i was confused....sleep did not come easy, sheep did not help only the pills they made me take and the blood they took from me made me go....souding off was the thunder in my brain, what ya hit me, what ya hit me for? in the past id recognize your face but today i dont even know my own, im lost i cant seem to find my way home, maybe in a year and a half when the law no longer forbids my freedom. when i can finally open my eyes above the water which currently drowns all hope.
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • It has almost been a year
    since I lost my best friend.
    In another time we loved at the altar of our heroes.
    Now it has almost been a year since his parting
    but I swear I can still see the dead dancing on scenic overlooks .
    It's a grave that I cannot visit, touch, see, or whisper to.
    It's a shame the other half got to him and cut him...cut him out.
    Broken mirrors bled him free and bandaged him captured.
    Wishes were choked black by reality
    and reason was thrown to the bedside.
    No matter how close the door it was never in reach.
    No matter how we tried broken fingers could not turn back
    what the hand had done, what the eyes had seen, or what the bones had incurred.
    Only one witness,
    the heart's false prophet,
    still becomes stirred at the sound of their heroes
    with sacred, silent, testimony
    and suddenly…
    he lives.
  • What I want to remember…

    Sunflowers on the side of the road
    Trampolines
    Ice cream
    Me and you.

    Telling the concert you love this girl
    Wet clothes
    Long drives
    A Hotel room

    Confessions over dinner in Baltimore
    Long Showers
    On the floor
    Laughter and Shampoo

    Cooking together in May
    Moonshine
    Garage talks
    Summer skies
    Telling the truth

    Our heroes in the car
    Crazy Matty
    Norah Jones
    Painter song
    Finger tips on your neck

    Late night concert and you came home
    Signed gift
    Silk nightgown
    Promises
    Kisses and commitment

    Drunken sex
    Half time
    You know the rest
    I see planets
    We would laugh

    Phone calls
    Letters
    Gifts
    Forgiveness
    Just all of it really…but most of all…
    The feeling it would all work out.
  • BraighniBraighni Posts: 58
    "Finger tips on your neck"

    Beautifully observed, one of those "little things".

    I like this.
    www.baddog.ie
  • Things that set me free…

    Song
    Singing so loud I loose the sense of shame, time, and place.
    Art
    Painting till the sense of knowing flows over me like a warm bath.
    Kung Fu
    Pounding veins lead drum beats of passion and will.
    Help
    Acknowledging the ignored until something is recognized in each other.
    …Forgiveness
    Defying all logic of justice by rejecting revenge and embracing the peace with in.
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
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    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • So much on my mind...
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • xxxxxxxxxxxx
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • xxxxxxxxxx
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • kemicskemics Posts: 54
    1234567890
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm starring at you the whole fuckin' time." E.V.
  • xxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • Things that set me free…

    Song
    Singing so loud I loose the sense of shame, time, and place.
    Art
    Painting till the sense of knowing flows over me like a warm bath.
    Kung Fu
    Pounding veins lead drum beats of passion and will.
    Help
    Acknowledging the ignored until something is recognized in each other.
    …Forgiveness
    Defying all logic of justice by rejecting revenge and embracing the peace with in.

    :) I like this one, especially the last line--it's beautiful!
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
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