readin ginto

FelicityFelicity Posts: 339
edited November 2003 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
how many countless messages
have you left
for me to sniff and sort
snort or play with
you always want me to
figure out
which ones mean something
which ones mean nothing
i take the ones
i know could be right
ones i want to believe
because you can't say
even to my face
what you really feel inside
you have your back to me
or you speak away
your head turned
with eyes closed
letting me know
your heart's real notes
i sometimes ignore
the ones
i know could be right
ones you want me to believe
mixed up with shit
because maybe you
don't even know
which ones are true
you only wish
that i tell you they are
are they?
if we don't know
after all this time
and investment of selves
that this is the real thing
the one we've waited for
if we don't know
what it is we have built
then tell me what it is
how many messages
have i left for you
that you doubt are for you
that you question
and savor and hope to be
only for you?
trust
in us
you know me by now
that i'm different
than anyone else
you will ever know
thank you for the songs
but fuck you
for not even trying
to do what i ask
it's so funny
isn't it?

don't play with my love
don't seek the door
don't run away
back to the safety of nothing
risk it
if that's what you want
otherwise i am good
i am wonderful news
ever smiling at
your wondering

i heard you tell me
to ask for what i want
i am now
i want the real thing
not much else
to be comfy and peaceful
with only you
in all your shit
you can find me
the link to your love
only me
i know that

fuck i feel strong
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Comments

  • You are strong.
  • its something this poem i was thinking fuck i could cry cause i know what your writing about, an impossible situation where the eyes dont lie where the eyes need to hide but ya know its sunday morning theres no need to hide


    in jesus name
    amen
  • FelicityFelicity Posts: 339
    no one hides from god's eyes
    he knows our every secret
    and our every truth
    we just ask him
    and he tells us what's real
    in what we can trust
    without hesitation
    if you have a question
    or doubt
    simply pose it
    the answer will come
    like a flash of insight
    like a skipped heartbeat
    wake up to the obvious
    it's so simple after all
    if you live
    as if you are loved
    with a power so deep
    then you are guaranteed
    to manifest it
    in the real thing
    mysterious metaphysical
    actions are always in motion
    we only choose to ignore them
    when our fears
    become our masters
    let your fuel be the love
    transcend the anger
    do it enough
    so that hate becomes
    a distant enemy

    but for god's sake
    don't deny love
    because of fear
    that is his work
    "his miracles to perform"
    and we all deserve
    the miracles reserved
    just for us

    the eyes don't lie
    they never do
    and never will
    it is so beautiful
    to behold
    the ones that
    make one whole
    when shall i see them
    so we may cry as one



    joy and love
  • i agree with you they words is beautiful
  • I didnt remember what time it was

    Everyday is a new day in love with you

    With each day comes a new day of loving you

    If all my dreams come, ill be spending time with you

    I LOVE YOU MORE TODAY THAN YESTERDAY.

    BUT NOT AS MUCH AS TOMORROW.

    i stole this!
  • beautiful words
    in jesus name
    everything
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