i woke up

FelicityFelicity Posts: 339
today
my mind is flooding with love
and incredible good hope wishes
all i know is that i am gorgeous
i have an amazing organism
that carries me around
allows me to think and talk
and smell and taste
everything that comes my way
i am beautiful in GOD's eyes
because i am created natural
and live natural as i can
in this pathetically manufactured world
it's why i have to imagine life
the way i want to see it
why i believe all is illusion
and that like energies will find each other
by no sheer accident
in the real world
i always wanted you
to know my family and friends
i wanted to bring you home
to meet the other people
that love me so much
and their compassion stands
as a monument to what love is
unconditionally and with pure support
they would love you the same way
knowing how much i love you
they would tease you and challenge you
they would hand you the second game controller
welcoming you to get the first plate of dinner
and set you at the place of honour
so we could all know you
as just an ordinary human
because that's all you are
i've know that all along
pitying the cage you built for yourself
but putting my finger inside the wire
i took the chance that you would
either touch & hold
or bite & destroy my hand
draining my soul
as i yet extended myself to you
you did both
never trusting
even after all this time
which is very sad
i wanted to show you i could
withstand the storms of change
but you broke me down
instead of loving me right
i'm ashamed of that
for letting you do that to me
and for you persisting at humiliating me
because i know myself
and i know what i gave-everything
while you hide
and you taunt others
making them feel like they love you
then leaving them in their virtual sorrow
because nothing is real
but i am
and you can never forget about me
because i saw through it all
right from the start
i wanted you to meet my family
and know them and be part of us
that's how deeply i thought

it's sorrow you can't feel right
that you feel too much to be there for me
that your anxiety and obsessions
take over your entire days
waiting for the one
to rescue you from your insanity
i did it
the only one
never again will you spiral
because i'm always there
to catch you
but it's time to be real for me
my lonely nights long for love
a natural and relaxed love
no games or guessing
gladly given
with smiling eyes and joyous lips
that can provide laughter every day
all i want to do is laugh
and love hard

my love hasn't gone anywhere
it's still safely inside
filling every cell with goodness
waiting for the one who is right for me
and i felt so right with you
the right touch,the right smell
i've never laughed with such abandon
as with you,honey

i really do love you

you fucking asshole
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  • Your poetry feels more like the touch of fingertips than the sight of words; I like that bit "I really do love you/ you fucking asshole". That felt like a friendly prod in the belly. I hope the one you love felt it, and took heed!

    When I read a poem as lively as this, I'm in a good mood. Thank you.

    :)
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    I like this one.....:D

    you fucking asshole.....

    now that's something you could whisper to him/her as you were passing the plate at dinner....
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • Originally posted by Felicity
    today
    my mind is flooding with love
    and incredible good hope wishes
    all i know is that i am gorgeous
    i have an amazing organism
    that carries me around
    allows me to think and talk
    and smell and taste
    everything that comes my way
    i am beautiful in GOD's eyes
    because i am created natural
    and live natural as i can
    in this pathetically manufactured world
    it's why i have to imagine life
    the way i want to see it
    why i believe all is illusion
    and that like energies will find each other
    by no sheer accident
    in the real world
    i always wanted you
    to know my family and friends
    i wanted to bring you home
    to meet the other people
    that love me so much
    and their compassion stands
    as a monument to what love is
    unconditionally and with pure support
    they would love you the same way
    knowing how much i love you
    they would tease you and challenge you
    they would hand you the second game controller
    welcoming you to get the first plate of dinner
    and set you at the place of honour
    so we could all know you
    as just an ordinary human
    because that's all you are
    i've know that all along
    pitying the cage you built for yourself
    but putting my finger inside the wire
    i took the chance that you would
    either touch & hold
    or bite & destroy my hand
    draining my soul
    as i yet extended myself to you
    you did both
    never trusting
    even after all this time
    which is very sad
    i wanted to show you i could
    withstand the storms of change
    but you broke me down
    instead of loving me right
    i'm ashamed of that
    for letting you do that to me
    and for you persisting at humiliating me
    because i know myself
    and i know what i gave-everything
    while you hide
    and you taunt others
    making them feel like they love you
    then leaving them in their virtual sorrow
    because nothing is real
    but i am
    and you can never forget about me
    because i saw through it all
    right from the start
    i wanted you to meet my family
    and know them and be part of us
    that's how deeply i thought

    it's sorrow you can't feel right
    that you feel too much to be there for me
    that your anxiety and obsessions
    take over your entire days
    waiting for the one
    to rescue you from your insanity
    i did it
    the only one
    never again will you spiral
    because i'm always there
    to catch you
    but it's time to be real for me
    my lonely nights long for love
    a natural and relaxed love
    no games or guessing
    gladly given
    with smiling eyes and joyous lips
    that can provide laughter every day
    all i want to do is laugh
    and love hard

    my love hasn't gone anywhere
    it's still safely inside
    filling every cell with goodness
    waiting for the one who is right for me
    and i felt so right with you
    the right touch,the right smell
    i've never laughed with such abandon
    as with you,honey

    i really do love you

    you fucking asshole


    wow....just wow....my favorite ever to grace this board...ure amazing



    u fucking asshole :D


    seriously i love it

    it was perfect
    i miss you already...


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