apology

Felicity

i said no more games
and i mean it
there's no need to worry
that the bitterness will ferment
into poisoned swill
choked down
in moments of despair
it has diminished
i'm stronger than that
(and all i had was juice)
i might seem a little weird
but i'm not crazy
i just want people to laugh
so when i offered
some sweetness
to that gentle,warm boysoul
and he grinned
that's all i wanted to see
an effect of goodness
and frivolity
unrelated to the image
of the man
or the place in the world

i turned and saw your eyes
the ones like mine
i know them so well

kiss me
and tickle me
with your moustache
i wanted to cry out
throw my arms around you
and take you home
my heart fired up
and my nether regions
were buzzing a standby
that's how i felt
if you really want to know
waiting for that sign
of something real

understood

all love

coleen

all love
always
from felicity
showing us the way




btw, took your advice in case you hadn't noticed.