afraid of the dark
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tumbling out of my dress
and into my bed
it's been a long night
a long, sad, and salty night
simple little blanket
my feet peeking out the bottom
i'm growing i'm growing
it's troubling
i'm growing
i'm undecided i'm growing
you're far so far from reach
and
i jerk in my bed
in a falling dream
waking up to crying
i'm scared of myself
i don't want to go to sleep 'cause my self
might hurt me
i'll stay awake and make sure i don't
it's scary
in the dark with no one
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
and into my bed
it's been a long night
a long, sad, and salty night
simple little blanket
my feet peeking out the bottom
i'm growing i'm growing
it's troubling
i'm growing
i'm undecided i'm growing
you're far so far from reach
and
i jerk in my bed
in a falling dream
waking up to crying
i'm scared of myself
i don't want to go to sleep 'cause my self
might hurt me
i'll stay awake and make sure i don't
it's scary
in the dark with no one
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet." --Plato
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pink slippers walking with care
walking with an iv pole in her hand
to the room with other children.
some scars can be seen on a head
her scars are under her shirt.
bashful girl born with a broken heart.
night is not even a timezone
the hum of machines near her bed
the hum of machines in the next bed over
the moaning of the child
the soothing voice of that child's mother.
she holds a picture of her sister
could a 5-year old with
pink slippers at the foot of the bed
be so focused, so direct, look so long at one small object-
she holds a picture of her sister
probably the reason she chose this life
and falls asleep bandages still in place.
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
come here by me i want you here
nightmares become me it's so fucking clear
nightmares become me
I write down good reasons to freeze to death in my spiral ring notebook. But in the long tresses of your hair--I am a babbling brook.
its abacus beads
Mum's printed dress, Saturday
coffee shop feeds
Away from the blackness
that side of the bed
with its monsters that say
you slip down and you're dead
Stained, this old hand
My hair, greying old threads
can't even bend down
to pick out all the weeds
Back here at the black
with the curses I made
and the bottle that says
you looked up so you're dead
Feed just for an hour
Feed just for an hour
Feed just for an hour
Feed just for an hour
little dove, some
times light is just gone
but it does
n't mean love is