ugh

of_the_girl

i don't feel
so great
i don't feel
so good
i don't feel
myself
come to my hole
and hang down
a branch
and help me
climb
out
and when i get
to the top
when i can
see the daylight
please,
do nothing more
than hold me...

Kwyjibo

something came from nothing today
while i was saying no
don't you knock on my door
i can't answer you anymore
absence makes the heart grow fond
staying away from people
was a question before
but i can't answer you anymore
stepped to the scene where we'd meet
and wrote a song
i did everything right for somebody that
does everything wrong
so i go from coast to coast
over the hawthorn bridge
to the one i adore
you asked me what i'm looking for
but i can't answer you anymore
no, i can't answer you anymore

of_the_girl

hm. don't know what to say to that.

of_the_girl

i don't mind
sitting in silence
watching
a garden die
or lying alone
on a blanket
of stone
as the stars
twinkle mockingly
at me, it seems
because i
can find
peace in my
own heart...
i can find
a deep breath of
fresh air
on my own
so i don't
always
need you to
say something
to me
to make me feel
better
or make me
feel
wanted...

i just need you to be
there
sometimes
on those cold days
when my
own arms
aren't enough
to shelter
my body
from harm...

i don't ask
that you give me
your all
but i just ask
you give me
a passing thought

only sometimes.







**
don't wear yourself out.


(to anyone who has ever felt burdened by my pains *cough*AuBrie*cough*)