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I Hate You

VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
edited July 2004 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
I hate you for loving me.
I hate you for leaving me.
I hate you for giving me everything I've ever wanted & needed, then heartlessly ripping it out of my hands.
I hate you for so briefly making my world so bright with your beautiful smile.
I hate you for being the best friend I've ever had.
I hate you for ever looking at me with love in your eyes.
I hate you for abandoning me just when you knew I needed you most.
I hate you for letting me fall in love with you.
More than anything, I hate myself for still loving you.
You stupid, selfish fucker.
There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
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  • AndyMandersonAndyManderson Posts: 167
    exactly, good to know someone else understands. Too bad I can feel that way, but still love her with all my heart.
  • VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
    I hear ya sweetie.
    There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
  • of_the_girlof_the_girl Posts: 745
    Ah yes... I remember feeling that way at one time. :) But we talked about that ;)

    Speaking of which,

    I'd like to take this time to tell you I'm glad we talk now!! :D

    Hugs and Love,
    Jessie
    "At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet." --Plato

    www.myspace.com/birdinamitten
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    :(
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
    Originally posted by of_the_girl
    Ah yes... I remember feeling that way at one time. :) But we talked about that ;)

    Speaking of which,

    I'd like to take this time to tell you I'm glad we talk now!! :D

    Hugs and Love,
    Jessie
    Awww, I'm glad we talk too! Sorry I haven't been online the last couple of days. I haven't been home. Did something kinda bad on Sat. But fuck it, I had fun! Woo hoo! Watching my friends baby right now, but I'll be home later in the evening. I'll see if your on AIM then.
    Love ya! *Mmmwwwaaahhh!*
    There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
  • of_the_girlof_the_girl Posts: 745
    Originally posted by VedderGirl27
    Awww, I'm glad we talk too! Sorry I haven't been online the last couple of days. I haven't been home. Did something kinda bad on Sat. But fuck it, I had fun! Woo hoo! Watching my friends baby right now, but I'll be home later in the evening. I'll see if your on AIM then.
    Love ya! *Mmmwwwaaahhh!*

    yayyy!! okay dearie!! I'll talk to you tonight!!

    Love,
    Jessie

    *Mmmwwwaaahhh!* right back ATCHA!!!

    *curious about saturday* ;) hee hee
    "At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet." --Plato

    www.myspace.com/birdinamitten
  • jamsandy2003jamsandy2003 Posts: 16
    Well, I`ve already felt that way too.
    It hurts real bad, huh?

    If you love that person, try to leave your confusions behind your back but... to love a fucker like that ( sorry!) kick the shit out of him!!!

    Screw all the fuckers in this world!!!!
    "Love is all you need...All you need is LOVE"
    _____________________________
    Sandy
  • SchlitzSchlitz Posts: 141
    right on!
    i have to remain at top sassiness, even though my inner sass is struggling
  • BuruBuru Posts: 8,473
    I'm sorry jamie, that you feel so bad
    big big hug to you
    and I am quite happy today so I'm sure some of that will pass unto you with the hug
    hopefully :)
    I'll email you soon
    y la banda de Guille... cuando toca?
  • VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
    Originally posted by jamsandy2003
    Well, I`ve already felt that way too.
    It hurts real bad, huh?

    If you love that person, try to leave your confusions behind your back but... to love a fucker like that ( sorry!) kick the shit out of him!!!

    Screw all the fuckers in this world!!!!
    Yep, hurts like hell. Worse than anything I've ever experienced before. (And I've had 2 kids.)
    I agree, screw ALL those damn, selfish fuckers!
    There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
  • firasfiras Posts: 34
    Originally posted by VedderGirl27
    Yep, hurts like hell. Worse than anything I've ever experienced before. (And I've had 2 kids.)
    I agree, screw ALL those damn, selfish fuckers!

    IF THEY WERE NOT SELFISH YOU WOULDN'T LOVE THEM! .....IT'S PARADOX.
    abragadabra milk life...
    we love you.
  • nailz100nailz100 Posts: 1,176
    This poem hit home....and you said what I am feeling in more ways than I can even describe right now.....thank you for speaking your mind
    Only with our eyes closed can we truly see
  • VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
    Originally posted by Buru
    I'm sorry jamie, that you feel so bad
    big big hug to you
    and I am quite happy today so I'm sure some of that will pass unto you with the hug
    hopefully :)
    I'll email you soon
    Thank you soooo much, sweetpea. Your hugs always make me feel better.
    There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
  • VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
    Originally posted by firas
    IF THEY WERE NOT SELFISH YOU WOULDN'T LOVE THEM! .....IT'S PARADOX.
    Sorry sweetie, but I don't neccesarliy agree with that. I fell out of love with my husband because of his selfishness. I fell for this guy because he was just the opposite. Didn't get selfish till he decided I complicated his life too much & that I wasn't worth the hassle. But I know what you're saying. Seen it happen many times.
    There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
  • WernyWerny Posts: 63
    If you've read my long post in the other thread about Matt Cameron, then this is how I feel, except the words changed to suit a father (soughta) and son.

    BTW, that's my Mum's bf, not the drummer, just trying to confuse you!
    This puke stinks like beer, and everybody's here, so come on come on come on, let's lay waste to this Century...
  • firasfiras Posts: 34
    Originally posted by VedderGirl27
    Sorry sweetie, but I don't neccesarliy agree with that. I fell out of love with my husband because of his selfishness. I fell for this guy because he was just the opposite. Didn't get selfish till he decided I complicated his life too much & that I wasn't worth the hassle. But I know what you're saying. Seen it happen many times.

    i got it...
    but it pains me to see when people meets they like it ....they like those who selfish ...and it goes like this : if they were smart then this admiration dont last very long and they notice everything ...they leave .

    but some people stuck with it ...and they know that this person is so fucked up and they keep liking them and loving them in some cases .

    but with you...you knew it and you kicked him away (although it you were maried) so you with the first group i refered .

    i just want to say that it takes one to know one ....and it takes tow to tango.
    abragadabra milk life...
    we love you.
  • jamsandy2003jamsandy2003 Posts: 16
    Originally posted by firas
    IF THEY WERE NOT SELFISH YOU WOULDN'T LOVE THEM! .....IT'S PARADOX.

    I don`t love a guy because his selfish, I love him because love is a stupid thing that fills you up inside! ;-)
    "Love is all you need...All you need is LOVE"
    _____________________________
    Sandy
  • VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
    Originally posted by nailz100
    This poem hit home....and you said what I am feeling in more ways than I can even describe right now.....thank you for speaking your mind
    It really sucks to love someone & hate them too. And what's REALLY pathetic is I know I'd take him back if he asked. How stupid am I?
    There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
  • nailz100nailz100 Posts: 1,176
    You're not stupid...That just makes you human. It seems to be the typical response/ action to getting hurt by someone who you hold in such high regard. I don't know if this helps...but (I think) I know exactly what you feel like.
    Only with our eyes closed can we truly see
  • VedderGirl27VedderGirl27 Posts: 69
    Originally posted by nailz100
    You're not stupid...That just makes you human. It seems to be the typical response/ action to getting hurt by someone who you hold in such high regard. I don't know if this helps...but (I think) I know exactly what you feel like.
    Thanks for saying that. I do feel like quite the fool sometimes. And it does help to know others have experienced this & survived it. So, thank you.
    There was a whole inside his soul a manicure couldn't fill. So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the windowsill. *JK*
  • stickboystickboy Posts: 2,981
    Originally posted by VedderGirl27
    Thanks for saying that. I do feel like quite the fool sometimes. And it does help to know others have experienced this & survived it. So, thank you.
    ;)
    Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
    Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
    Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
    ************************************
  • rafarafa Posts: 50
    Hi VedderGirl27,

    well as you can see some lines further down i wrote a poem (some words) inspired in the one of yours. I just wanted to say that it is not a comment on yours but a expresion of how i felt about it, because i felt once or twice with another person... it doesnt makes me feel happy... but i couldn't change it then...
    i also have wondered if hate, or at least anger isn't sometimes healhty, i don't mean that it is good or apropiate to beat another person, i think it's wrong... but i think it is healthy and helpful at least to me to express my feelings... it also makes me see thinks clearer... and if i trusted somebody and that somebody somehow disappointed me (also perhaps because of my expectations) i can feel so sad that i want to die, but i wanna live and sometimes hate or anger can keep me alive... although not for long i think... well i also think i said enough... thanks for your attention (the attention dimension, wondering about that cd by jack irons)

    so:
    sad
    wanna die
    wanna live
    sad
    hate
    keeps me alive
    hate
    sad
    wanna die
    danger
    anger
    danger
    anger
    wanna stay alive
    wanna live

    and here is the other poems (words):
    *******************************


    AY, AY, AY...

    i
    hate you, i
    hate you, i
    hate to want you. i
    hate you, i
    want you, i
    want to have you. i
    want you, i
    want you, i
    want you to want me. don't want to hate you, but you don't want me, i
    don't want to have you no more, don't want to hurt you, but you won't want me, i
    don't want to want you anymore. i
    hate you... i
    want your.. i
    want you! don't know how to deal with these feelings, i
    am crashing into the ceiling... "oohh what a feeling"*, crash into the ceiling... it's "ay, ay, ay"**. i
    hate you, i
    want to...i
    want to forget you. it's "ay, ay, AY"... it's "AY, AY...", i
    want to... i
    want to forgive you... i
    can't forgive you... i
    hope i
    can forgive you. i
    hope that i
    can forgive myself. it's "AY, AY, AY." "Ay, caramba!"***

    ______________________

    *"Oohh what a feeling/ dancing on the ceiling." (Lionel Ritchie)
    **Spanish for "ouch, ouch, ouch.", it's pronounced as English: "i, i, i."
    ***Bart Simpson (at least in German TV)


    inspiration:

    I Hate You (from VedderGirl27)

    I hate you for loving me.
    I hate you for leaving me.
    I hate you for giving me everything I've ever wanted & needed, then heartlessly ripping it out of my hands.
    I hate you for so briefly making my world so bright with your beautiful smile.
    I hate you for being the best friend I've ever had.
    I hate you for ever looking at me with love in your eyes.
    I hate you for abandoning me just when you knew I needed you most.
    I hate you for letting me fall in love with you.
    More than anything, I hate myself for still loving you.
    You stupid, selfish fucker.

    and U from PJ.
  • A HitchHiker PoetA HitchHiker Poet Posts: 129
    I LOVE THIS POEM
    A FEMALE LOVE A FEMALE
    Don't need a raincoat, I'm already wet..
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