the second worst day of my life
sevensins
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killeroftheradio: i had the worst day of my life today........well second
killeroftheradio: its hard to top #1
killeroftheradio: i woke up this morning and for no aparent reason, i wanted to die
killeroftheradio: i couldent write to dull the pain, i couldnt do anything
killeroftheradio: i wanted death to gratiosly greet me at my doorstep and i had no idea why
killeroftheradio: my feelings reach a boiling point at night and i needed help
killeroftheradio: i called every single person i knew and not one was home
killeroftheradio: i started to think it was a sighn
killeroftheradio: maby i was ment to die
killeroftheradio: i had a razor
killeroftheradio: and against my better judgement started cutting away
killeroftheradio: i found no relief in pain
killeroftheradio: after that i called the only person who might be home, cuz i had recieved a busy signal earlier
killeroftheradio: i called mitch
killeroftheradio: luckly he was there, and we talked for a wile, at about 12:30 am i snuck out
killeroftheradio: with guitar in hand down to the canal
killeroftheradio: following the train tracks to a small clearing near a street lamp
killeroftheradio: i played and sang for all of nature t hear
killeroftheradio: and was rewared with the applause of birds and crickets
killeroftheradio: i began after a few songs to emprovise this blues song
killeroftheradio: singing "i dont know were i am, i dont know what i'm doing, i dont know where i'm going, just far away from here"
killeroftheradio: it sounded pretty good to me
killeroftheradio: when i ran out of songs i said "cheers" to nature and went on walking down the track
killeroftheradio: i came to a ball field and stated walking around it
killeroftheradio: i walked out to the outfield, put down my guitar case
killeroftheradio: and fell to the groud on me back
killeroftheradio: staring up at the sky
killeroftheradio: started talking to god, asking "whe the hell am i sopose to do?"
killeroftheradio: when i stoped asking questions i looked around saying "i must admit it's really amazing out hear"
killeroftheradio: "the worlds so big and i'm just this insignificant speck, but yet in my own mind i'm the center of my universe"
killeroftheradio: as my thoughts trailed i noticed something shoot across the sky "a shooting star"
killeroftheradio: realiseing i must make a wish i wished for..........(cant say or it wont come true)
killeroftheradio: and i realised through this experience i have a reason to live, and still no reson to die
killeroftheradio: i walked home, snuck back in the house tore off my cloths, and wrote this letter to you
killeroftheradio: if you get this i hope your day went resonably better
killeroftheradio: i love you
killeroftheradio: mak david (rock star)
killeroftheradio: its hard to top #1
killeroftheradio: i woke up this morning and for no aparent reason, i wanted to die
killeroftheradio: i couldent write to dull the pain, i couldnt do anything
killeroftheradio: i wanted death to gratiosly greet me at my doorstep and i had no idea why
killeroftheradio: my feelings reach a boiling point at night and i needed help
killeroftheradio: i called every single person i knew and not one was home
killeroftheradio: i started to think it was a sighn
killeroftheradio: maby i was ment to die
killeroftheradio: i had a razor
killeroftheradio: and against my better judgement started cutting away
killeroftheradio: i found no relief in pain
killeroftheradio: after that i called the only person who might be home, cuz i had recieved a busy signal earlier
killeroftheradio: i called mitch
killeroftheradio: luckly he was there, and we talked for a wile, at about 12:30 am i snuck out
killeroftheradio: with guitar in hand down to the canal
killeroftheradio: following the train tracks to a small clearing near a street lamp
killeroftheradio: i played and sang for all of nature t hear
killeroftheradio: and was rewared with the applause of birds and crickets
killeroftheradio: i began after a few songs to emprovise this blues song
killeroftheradio: singing "i dont know were i am, i dont know what i'm doing, i dont know where i'm going, just far away from here"
killeroftheradio: it sounded pretty good to me
killeroftheradio: when i ran out of songs i said "cheers" to nature and went on walking down the track
killeroftheradio: i came to a ball field and stated walking around it
killeroftheradio: i walked out to the outfield, put down my guitar case
killeroftheradio: and fell to the groud on me back
killeroftheradio: staring up at the sky
killeroftheradio: started talking to god, asking "whe the hell am i sopose to do?"
killeroftheradio: when i stoped asking questions i looked around saying "i must admit it's really amazing out hear"
killeroftheradio: "the worlds so big and i'm just this insignificant speck, but yet in my own mind i'm the center of my universe"
killeroftheradio: as my thoughts trailed i noticed something shoot across the sky "a shooting star"
killeroftheradio: realiseing i must make a wish i wished for..........(cant say or it wont come true)
killeroftheradio: and i realised through this experience i have a reason to live, and still no reson to die
killeroftheradio: i walked home, snuck back in the house tore off my cloths, and wrote this letter to you
killeroftheradio: if you get this i hope your day went resonably better
killeroftheradio: i love you
killeroftheradio: mak david (rock star)
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anyway.....hope things work out