Crush

sevensins

Am i ever allowed to be fucking happy? or are you always gunna be there to knock me off my pedistal?
I pledge my growing love to you and as i lean in to kiss you you get up and say, " I gotta go, I got money to make"
Do you care that your breaking my heart? Or is it more like a nail, thats splitting apart. I know it hurts you, but you know you can say, "I'll rip it off and throw it away"
You brain is bucket that sits, just under a foucet with a whole in the side, nothing fills you up, no fingers can plug, so you just keep running away.
And I'm tearing my heart out again, putting it into my pen, i dont have any faith that it'll get better someday, but i'll keep on writting this way
Theres nothing that anyone could say, that would make sense now so try it this way, please sit next to me with your hand on my knee, tell me you love how i sing.

I got music in my ears tonight, as the sound of my tears comes seven years late, and inside each sob, i can hear myself say, you know she'll be better this way
Cuz I am the thorwn in her side, forcess her eyes to shine, with the pain in heart as she gives up and says, "I hate you" starts running away
she says "i hate you" starts running away
how could you leave me this way?

sevensins

theres the sound of you now at my door, its a banging, i scramble, i know who its for,
but when that door opens, i hear the wind say, "she's not real, its better this way"
And when i found out you had lied, i felt more like a child who'd lost wile he hides, and as you count numbers, i get up and scream, "its been years come looking for me!"
This air is staler then piss, i got posters on my walls of the heros who wished, if they taught there love one day we'd say, "the world is better this way"

You know that your breaking my heart, and your coldness feels more like some athiest art, you're playing your role, cutting your ties, but your words sound louder than lies!!
And I'm typing a letter to friends, telling everyone were to find me when all of this ends, I'll be at the begining, of my new stage, life just keeps spinning this way

Amaterasu

Because I can relate just a little I will reply the reason is we care too much
but don't know why when it's all there and you know the way all you have
left is be on your way.
It's a two way street you and me sometimes we understand other times we
don't. You could be and I could be that person we both don't see
or it could be you and me who miss the point entirely. Who really cares
when you get down to it certainly not the one who hates or bothers you pitifully.
Only you are important and you must know that forget the rules the rejection
and go with it. Although if life is flowing learn to swim don't let the tide drag
out sin let go and learn to flow with your partner so you can grow.
The reward of love only for you so you won't have to ask what to (two) do.
OH S It's up to you only you don't realize when life is cool!
Don't know much about relationships or where to begin but I do know the
power to win.

Don't cry or piss or even worry about it love is faithful from start to end.

sevensins

Amaterasu, thank you. I hope your right....cuz this right now? fuckin hurts.

pearlmutt

I'll tell you this. I never write love poetry. Can't do it, am not capable, have tried and it won't come out -- it's some sort of frigidity I think Freud might say, but I can't -- mine sounds like mush, mush, blah, blah, yuck, cringe.

But I admire your honesty, and I am grateful to people who are willing to share that part of themselves.

There are some people who are born to be amazing lovers and others who are not, they are born perhaps to be amazing fighters. It is strange how that works.

To be capable of feeling so much passion for one other person, it is amazing, it is a gift.

DopeBeastie

I'm so glad you're leaving.
I can barely speak
the joy inside is so big, I can't see.
I've been waiting, on this day, for quite some time now
But you can't leave
till you hear what
my little heart has to say...

Oh, I will love you, just once before you go
Just so much my tired heart has to show
and why you picked me out of the crowd, I don't know
I only know you're leaving... so go

and take my heart in your hip pocket
remember me when the rains invade your sleep
see my love as not some kind of anchor holding you down
it's just a heart to hold and set you free



(they're really really old, like I said... but hugs to you, sir sevensins)

mccreadyisgod

I like the pace of the piece. It reads fast and hard, like getting kicked in the gut, which is probably an appropriate analogy...

ISN

hey, man, you're too emotional.....(I know what that's like).....you gotta try and fukkin relax......you're way too tense.......ya gotta calm down......seriously!!!!!

sevensins

ISN wrote:

hey, man, you're too emotional.....(I know what that's like).....you gotta try and fukkin relax......you're way too tense.......ya gotta calm down......seriously!!!!!

Just going through alot of heartbreak all at once....and this was written at a emotional peak..or rather a low, anyway i was in alot more pain then I've been in along time. and thats saying alot. I'm a very emotional, and extreamly empethectic person. That combo kinda promises alot of sadness in my life....cant change that though, its they way god desided to make me. He probibly thinks its halarious