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FancyFacade
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this one sounds like im really feeling sorry for myself, its like a badge or something
rejection
trying to understand what my heart really feels
and every time i get closer
confusion is set upon me
like a spell
impulsive ways, no wisdom stays
im full of shame and regret
but i think im ok
always called trash
always feeling worthless
and i didnt want anyone to know
because then theyd think im weak
the confident and secure are valued more
thick skin? that's only
denying your true feelings
we were not made for rejection
want to be alone
want to sit alone everywhere
dont want to make friends
dont know how
cuz im used to rejection
i always want to spread love everywhere
but im so afraid, i sit alone,
people think im stuck up
but im really just scared
rejection
trying to understand what my heart really feels
and every time i get closer
confusion is set upon me
like a spell
impulsive ways, no wisdom stays
im full of shame and regret
but i think im ok
always called trash
always feeling worthless
and i didnt want anyone to know
because then theyd think im weak
the confident and secure are valued more
thick skin? that's only
denying your true feelings
we were not made for rejection
want to be alone
want to sit alone everywhere
dont want to make friends
dont know how
cuz im used to rejection
i always want to spread love everywhere
but im so afraid, i sit alone,
people think im stuck up
but im really just scared
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MAY 30 2004
i pursue this relationship to Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and the Father as--bringing Him something. He has devoted to me so much, brought me so much care, wisdom, love, and turned me into a caring person--someone i never thought i would be--He has given me the security in knowing i will always have a friend wherever i go, that i dont have to impress anyone, that i dont have to compare myself to other women, that i dont have to be jealous, that i am just as important as other people, that i dont have to cover up my feelings, that i am safe from the enemy, taught me His truth, revealed the enemy's lies, set me free from negative thinking, taught me to love and take care of myself, set me higher standards concerning men and friends, given me plans and assignments (purpose), and given me something i have always desired, but never had enough of:LOVE-- and since He is opening my eyes in a deeper way--to feel and sense His feelings and He's given me a reason and ability to love Him back. and i am devoted to following Him closer--and helping those who need encouragement. i just hope i wont be condescending-- He is worth all my love, and i feel like i could never love Him enough.
we all know rejection,
what we have to figure out is how to overcome it
feel sorry for yourself if you must
but today,
don't stay that way
it wont last
im reminded of my friend
the one im going to meet in the end.
so happy together
hand in hand
wouldnt dare travel
without Him in this land.
thanks Buru.
night all.