love that covers sin

FancyFacade

so much, done it all
there is no good left in your soul
and you might be having too much fun right now
to want to listen...

but i remember
when i was there;
i was never really having fun.
always living in fear
wondering when i was going to die
and burn forever..

i hate telling you that
i hate having to have to tell you that
i hate lies
i hate stuff that isnt true.

here i come, self-righteous
blasting it in your face

it makes me sad
that i have been this way
messing with people's delicate lives

my own personal gratification so i can feel okay
when all ive done is make you run away
from security, protection, a shield of love

dont you want to know?
i never had any hope

i know i wanted to know

i need it--i need help

im not afraid to say that i am weak
the only one who pulled me away was God
it wasnt me

ill always pray...

you could forget it all
forget it all

forget it all, it would wash away

you dont have to be there

you can mock me again,
make fun of me..i am used to it, it doesnt bother me anymore--
except that you are deceived

you could die any day