phony

FancyFacade

i was worshipping Jesus this morning
in my new red dress

i was saving it for my first date
but i wore it anyway
i wanted to look nice.

i worried all morning about how i was going to look
fear was deep in my heart at how
others were going to percieve me

"is it too much?"
"is it slutty?"

no one else thought it was
but i did.

(my heart wasnt right)

and this lady
came and sat
sitting freely in front of me
in a worn flannel shirt
and jeans.

she just sat there
she wasnt worshipping
and worrying what anyone else was thinking

she was just sitting there eating a piece of cake.

i felt so stupid.
i then felt compelled
to give her a hug
and tell her i loved her.

i didnt want to disturb her however
so i waited until the service was over

and i looked in her love filled eyes
her sweet spirit
and said, "i love you"
and hugged her.

she said, "thank you"
with a sweet sweet smile on her face.

Yellow

hhhhm...