do you ever sleep?

weed

quit beating on my windows
stop knocking on my door
you need to go away now
you're not comming in here anymore

why won't you let me scream
why don't you let me yell
you left very quickly
you looked scared as hell

you call me a junkie
and say that I have a need
if I'm starving for his true love
then my hunger I will feed

you can cry, you can try
you will never succeed
for I know that his true love
is all I'll ever need

Jamal

Instant cardiac arrest.

kinda hurts me to read this.

Gimme more !

weed

dickheads are red
their balls are blue
if you're known to spread disease
no one wants to fuck you

Jamal

whahahahahahahaaha
That's superb ...
I like people with a sense of humor

weed

THE KING is the only man
worthy of wearing his crown
and if THE JACK
tries to touch it
THE QUEEN will smack him down

Nothingman54

I love that!

madjack

I don't think your a junkie
I worry about our son
he cries but your so in love with someone else you close your ears to him
I use to listen to those words you speak to someone else now
I remember when you use to tell those words to me
Just because you love someone else don't blame me

I'll move on now
There is someone out there for me
I'm not what you tell everyone I am
I am myself and I'm not going to change my life to please you
If your true love lets you down then fall you will
Everything that happens now you must take blame
you know the truth about my life with you
I gave you my all
So now that someone else has taken my place go be with him
but quit blaming me
All I ever did was believe the bullshit you feed me that now you feed him

be happy cause I will
Your true self now shows

Jamal

Did he/she read this ....?

Auch :(, nice work

madjack

I don't guess so, busy with her knew love i guess.

Jamal

at least the pain seems to bring out the creative soul lurking within, I guess
I'm kinda in a similar situation

weed

I kinda like this little
corner of the board
I miss it when it is gone
I've been here with the
same user name for
about 8 years...would like to keep it
and not be banned for
fighting with a
fucking idiot like you

I'm gonna take a chance
and risk losing my name
I might not be able to post
anymore after this
but I can still read and thats
enough for me...all I need
can you say that?

you came here wanting help
but like I said before, if you
don't tell the truth about your
problem then the help you
get is not gonna help you

as that guy on the
radio says...................

"and now......the rest of the story"

weed

are you trying to make friends here?
or
trying to see if I have friends here?
it sounds like you've been telling that same old story
you just show how retarded you are
I don't care what you tell about me
I don't care what you think about me or what anyone else thinks
who cares? Fuck you.
and if you think that I've got "problems"
why don't you get lost and mind your own business? !!!!
I don't have to go back and read what I wrote
I know what I wrote and I know who I was writing to
you just think you know who it is
don't read it if it upsets you

why does it bother you anyway?.........we have been divorced
for about 2 years now.....you can't say that I'm cheating on you
it can't get any more black and white:
our problems started many, many years ago
I know how I felt, I know how I was treated:
finding rubbers in your truck,
girls phone numbers in your book,
making me do things that no one should have to do
you know,...shit like that, the stuff that you say never happened
the only reason you got away with this shit
is because I was afraid of you
I know what happens when things don't go your way
and there is a scar that PROVES EVERY WORD I SAY
YES, you have hit me - lie if you want
NO, I don't wear this scar YOU DO

YOU SHOT YOURSELF WITH A GUN ! ! !

YES, I AM AFRAID OF YOU ! ! !
YOU made me not love you - - not someone else
I am not afraid of you anymore.....
I seemed to have sprouted this massive set of balls
and I think that they are a lot bigger than yours so BRING IT ON !!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE A LIAR - - I DON'T BELIEVE A WORD YOU SAY
when you were asking for help, you didn't tell the truth
guess what? you're not gonna get the right help
for the last 2 years:
you call me to wake me up
you come over here and stay until you leave for work
you call me 600 times during your workday
you stop by here after work and stay until I go to bed
if I don't answer the phone, you leave me 6 thousand
mean and nasty messages telling me how rotten I am
and how I don't care about anyone; if you fill up that machine
you'll fill up my cell phone; if you fill that up too
you'll start calling my parents; etc. - - you know what you do
all you are trying to do is KEEP ME FROM SOMEONE ELSE
you cannot keep me from what you yourself cannot see
(if he's truly out of sight, is he truly out of mind?)

weed

here is a little more for you to read............make yourself miserable if you want

I love someone else ~ he is everything I need
"is he real?" - - for me to decide, not you
I know what I get from him and I want to keep getting it
and he gets everything that you didn't
and you know exactly what that means:
he doesn't have to pick my arms up
place them around him...I reach out and
do it on my own. He doesn't leave
finger marks on my arm from forcing
me to kiss him. would you like me to
say more?
yeah, I get mad at him sometimes (very rare)..........like when I thought
that he was a liar just like you
my fault..............maybe someone
was trying to teach me a lesson
I know he loves me and you do too
thats why you came here
what about the big problem
you have now?.........maybe someone
trying to teach you a lesson
and what did you learn?
doesn't matter - - too late now

it all comes back to this place
right here.....
you are here looking for something
and its not pity

and by the way........
I did see the ____ properties sign
I know what you are doing

madjack

i did try getting back with you i believed all the good bullshit you feed me when i was dishing money out to you, you know i would never hit you or i would have thursday when you were ripping my shirt and scratching me, but i'm not that way, why can't you and your new lover leave me alone, i can get over this by myself. tell everyone how you couldn't be with me during my throat surgery years ago, or our son when he had surgery a year ago tell them how you were spending your time with your new love and not taking care of everyone thats you expect to care for you. tell them how i had to work hard so you could down grade me while sitting on your butt acusing everyone of everything you can possible make up.

depopulationINC

weed wrote:

quit beating on my windows
stop knocking on my door
you need to go away now
you're not comming in here anymore

why won't you let me scream
why don't you let me yell
you left very quickly
you looked scared as hell

you call me a junkie
and say that I have a need
if I'm starving for his true love
then my hunger I will feed

you can cry, you can try
you will never succeed
for I know that his true love
is all I'll ever need

WOW

great thread man!!

I like everything, especially the first one. I totally feel the flow you have on this one

catefrances

weed wrote:

quit beating on my windows
stop knocking on my door
you need to go away now
you're not comming in here anymore

why won't you let me scream
why don't you let me yell
you left very quickly
you looked scared as hell

you call me a junkie
and say that I have a need
if I'm starving for his true love
then my hunger I will feed

you can cry, you can try
you will never succeed
for I know that his true love
is all I'll ever need

i like this very much.

twin1

this was sad and held alot of anger and pain for both, amazing what damage 2 people can do to each other...what we feel and hold onto is our choice, it is alot easier to play the blame game, I have done it myself...in the end it isn't right or good for anyone involved...I do hope you 2 stop hurting each other, at least remember that is someone who once held your love enough to make a child...I hope for happier days for both of you

didem

weed wrote:

dickheads are red
their balls are blue
if you're known to spread disease
no one wants to fuck you

rhyming king..:)