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05/11/92

there he was again, ...
the light - haired
young man
sitting next to me
behind the wheel
of a red convertible
wearing his armor
a bif J beside his head ...
trying his hardest
to impress me
once more
this time
with card tricks
" are you watching? " he asked
" not really, show me
something different " I said
hurting his feelings
was the last thing
I wanted to do
and I could
see the hurt as it
quickly spread across
his face
" would you like me
any better if I told you
that it was my job
to protect you
and keep you from harm ...
even if it takes my own life, ...
and I love my job " he said
I started laughing
and before I could get out
" protection from what? "
he said " the moment
I save you
I will become King ...
you are the Queen ...
my Queen. "

chadwick

love it.

in_hiding79

This one was great!

you wrote in 1992?

weed

in_hiding79 wrote:

This one was great!

you wrote in 1992?

thank you,

yes I did write back then

mostly in invisible ink

weed

chadwick wrote:

love it.

thank you

weed

I have not
finished this
one on purpose ...

at just the right time

deadnote

shes a lucky one

i enjoyed reading this

weed

05/11/92

there he was again, ...
the light - haired
young man
sitting next to me
behind the wheel
of a red convertible
wearing his armor
a bif J beside his head ...
trying his hardest
to impress me
once more
this time
with card tricks
" are you watching? " he asked
" not really, show me
something different " I said
hurting his feelings
was the last thing
I wanted to do
and I could
see the hurt as it
quickly spread across
his face
" would you like me
any better if I told you
that it was my job
to protect you
and keep you from harm ...
even if it takes my own life, ...
and I love my job " he said
I started laughing
and before I could get out
" protection from what? "
he said " the moment
I save you
I will become King ...
you are the Queen ...
my Queen. "
" Are you going have
my head chopped off
the first time you get
mad at me ? " I asked
He sat in silence
for a moment ...
then said
"I will save your life.
I have already
been to that day.
Then he shot me
a look with his
beautiful eyes
and said " Trust me
when I tell you that
you did not want to
leave my side.
When I asked him
when all of this was
supposed to take place
he said " You'll get there
soon enough and when
you do I want you
to remember that I
didn't want to send
you away.
" Ok blondie, I've
heard enough of
this bullshit " I said.
He just smiled
and said
" You might want
to look in a mirror
when you get there
cause your hair
was blonde too. "

weed

01/29/93


that music is too loud

if I could just reach ...
but I can't move

why are the numbers upside down ?

someone picked me up

he carried me over to a rock
where he sat down with me
across his lap

he was brushing the hair
away from my face
he was perfect
he had blue eyes
that looked just like mine
his hair was long and dark
I reached up to touch it
and my fingers were
getting caught in tangles
" I can show you how
to keep that from getting
tangled "

he was crying
I was too
his eyes were
beautiful

" You have to go back ...
I'll be with you again ...
then we can stay together "

the moon was shining
between two mountain tops

when the sun came up
he said goodbye
and sent me back

" can you tell us your name ? "

" Schelle, is that you ...
I wasn't sure ... your
hair is blonde. "

weed

oh the kiss I got from that man ...

madjack

Wished you had stayed with him instead of giving me 10 fucking miserable years!