old stuff...

weed

I decided to look at some old
stuff that I've had locked away
now for a long time.

memories only do one of two
things for me:

make me happy
or
make me sad

laugh
or
cry

and I'm sick of crying

so... I don't look,
I don't cry

and if I don't cry..
I can hold on

I try not to cry


anyway, just a little part of
of something from the old board:


Subject Re: The day after
Posted by weed
Posted on 7/5/01 09:12 AM


I need a smoke
later I had to leave the table
couldn't take it
still a long way home
trying not to think about
more time without you
wondering if it will ever be
home at last
all that was left for me
was a message that
I couldn't hear
couldn't understand a word of it
more like a mumble
but I knew it was you
and I saw the
I LOVE YOU
on #33