You left again...

weed

I've been talking
to my friend...
Raceway
early morning
should know
by Monday morning
you were sitting there
the morning she asked
about the picture
in the paper
I saw the ad
HALO
sorry that I just
didn't catch on
happens to me
everytime
** I feel you around
** I look for you
** I realize that it IS you and you ARE here
** by that time...too late...you're gone
fine examples:
your moving chair
sitting in your car... backed up against the wall
Elvis
the dumptrucks
food city
raceway

please...come back to me while I know who you are
time is just ticking away....

love for you,
s
The Other Half Of You

weed

Only a few more left.
don't leave me behind

if you would only talk to me
for like, five minutes,
you would know

I can explain why
I can't see you

weed

I am getting tired
of this
bullshit game
of HIDE AND SEEK
that you play

:(

weed

You seem to hear
everything that
I have to say
except for the fact that
I am not free
to do what I want
and your stupid friend
keeps it that way
I know what happens
when I don't do
what he wants
and he wants
to know why
I look at you
and why you
get real close to me
I want to know why
he always comes
real close
at the same time
and asks me stupid
questions in front of you.
but through it all...
no matter what I say,
no matter what I do,

I am crazy, I have mental problems, he couldn't possibly know you
an so on.

"whatever, dude."
is all I have to say
You can come back
here Monday morning
6:00 am
pull in front of me,
jump on my bumber,
hang on to my mirrors.....
something... anything
try to stand
one last time
in front of me
and see if I know you

or you can stay
where you are
and lie as usual

I always figure it out
when its too late
and then the next time
you come back
as someone else
and I have to start
all over again

I quit!
He wins, but I am not the prize
I HATE HIS FUCKING GUTS!
I don't know how or why
you two became friends,
I don't fucking care.

You win and lose.
You can keep telling
everyone of your
happy life--lies, lies, lies

didn't you think before
telling this shit?
Maybe you didn't start it,
but I don't think I've heard
anyone else say that they
heard you deny it.

weed

I know you don't like this
but too bad.
theres about 8 years
of bullshit
that I didn't like

I will tell everything
I will remind everyone of the TRUTH
it is there...they just have to look

I can steer them in the right direction anyway!

and if you get mad at me
then I'll have to deal with it
hell, look what I've dealt with so far
you have hurt my feelings so many times...

after a five minute chat with me
everything would be explained

YOU OWE ME THIS

you don't even have to
talk face to face
just call me

you, you, you..........you know my name.......look up the number!
(makes this PJ related)

weed

sorry,... but lets just say
that this will be
payback
for what ELVIS did
at the christmas party
you just can't go around
recording people without
them knowing it......
and then let everyone
in the world hear it.
I'm glad it sucked!
makes my ears bleed

"hey, that was me!"
yeah right, who would believe me?
I have no proof but
with all that I have to say
about everything else
I THINK I CAN GET SOME SHIT STARTED!

I have had enough of this cock-sucking,
mother-fucking, lying shit!

if you love me, say my name
tell everyone the truth
tell me and everyone else
shout it, scream it.....
it doesn't make sense to
say "I love this one over here but I'm gonna tell the world I love that one over there."



Monday is almost here
at 5:00 pm
I will declare war
between you and me

from then on
when you think of me
all you will see
is a massive, steel wall
with chains,
razor wire,
and six german shepards
standing guard

no more me

weed

you either like me
or you don't
if you don't,
then I don't
understand why
you would
follow me around
the way you do
if you do,
then why don't
you say something
when you go by
if you notice,
I really don't
look at people
trying to avoid trouble
maybe you think
that I know
certain things
but I really don't
because of the same
reason I don't know
you by looking at you
it hurts to look at you
so I don't
and I haven't heard
anything you've said
in the past 2 years
because if I don't listen
I don't get hurt
Keeps you new
fresh
to me anyway
I can do what I want
with you
but maybe you
don't want me to
and you could
have told me
that a long time
ago--
like he always says:
"things aren't gonna go
the way that you want
them to."
are those comments
supposed to be like
"brother and sister"
again...you could have
told me a long time ago

I just don't know

like I said......
five minutes

weed

what is that I hear?

I think that its
the back-up beepers
on all of those
cement trucks
pouring the foundation
for my steel wall

you can get mad
if you want...
join the club

I am now at WAR

LET THE TRUTH BE TOLD