blindness

weed

why the fuck
would I choose
to be blind ?
simple answer :
pain
god damn
fucking pain
!
I could have
easily stared
at your face
for hours on end
if there wasn't
any pain
attached to it
why give myself pain ?
whenever I saw you
it was like a thousand
different feelings
hit me all at once:
how handsome you are,
your sharp brain,
the times we had been through,
flashes of memories,
trying to figure out how
the hell I was gonna
find you again
and always ending
with a broken heart
that was the worst part

so I stayed
away from that shit
I didn't need it
I already knew
you
on the inside
isn't that why
you really like someone ?
the outside helps
if it is good to look at
but the inside
can be very different
the inside
did not bring
pain

weed

I don't know anything

I
have not
and
do not
read, watch, listen


I thought I'd let you tell me