prom night

Exodus

i forgave you in words,
but that's all they were.
your eyes still hold my pain
and ready to release it any day.
my feelings don't change.
you betrayed everything we had
and i ate it up with my pride
all in time to stay the same.
it ripped me apart, piece by piece,
limb by limb, trust and all.
it's sad to say.
the first time it wasn't me
but it burned my flesh far worse
than a thousand lighters raised to the sky.
my thoughts and feelings mixed
and i don't know where to go.
won't you please help me?

fuck

it's all my fault anyway...
the promises you only made.