Song for Mei Ling
savannah66
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My most Monet feline,
I think I could drink your eyes:
Liquid cerulean pools
spilling over speckled starshine
that even the Master
would be remiss in painted arrest.
Yawn out worlds of laps untold and
slip with me into the burnished gloaming
of bedtime, my warm
bellissima
I think I could drink your eyes:
Liquid cerulean pools
spilling over speckled starshine
that even the Master
would be remiss in painted arrest.
Yawn out worlds of laps untold and
slip with me into the burnished gloaming
of bedtime, my warm
bellissima
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hey, all...
I apologise in advance for the bummer...
I need some good thoughts sent out to my siamese. A week and a half ago, I took her in for a lump on her belly. The vet thought it was a cyst, and scheduled a routine surgery. I dropped her off in the morning, and he called 2 hrs later saying it was impossible to do the surgery as her white blood cell count was too high. He said he wanted to test the lump. The test results were basically inconclusive, but suggested cancer. He said he thought it was mammary cancer, but wanted to send the results to a veterinary oncologist. 4 days later, I was told that it was NOT mammary cancer, but the results were indicative of some form of cancer, and she needed further tests. Today, I took her for extensive testing, including her bone marrow. She has two new lumps, and the outlook is not good. The vet thinks it is leukemia, but I will not have the results for three to five more agonizing days.
Her behavior patterns have started to change. She cannot sleep well at night; and, as we have slept together for years, neither can I. She is on my lap right now, semi-content....still worn from anesthesia. She's so good natured, it is difficult to tell if she is in pain; or if she is, how much.
I don't know what to do. The vet is now saying that she has anywhere from a month to a year....I cannot put her through chemotherapy, as the outlook is less than favorable with it, and I have witnessed the horrors of chemo with my own family. I'm thinking quality of life at this point...actually, I don't know what to think. My poor baby.
I'm sorry to be a bummer...but I am so distressed. Any good thoughts, prayers, whatever your belief system....would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Savannah