since the txt message came 1/30/08

luvisatower

fearof loosing youhope for a miracledo i believe in miracles?do you?

and after all this timei don't even know your middle namei have no picture kept to remind meso many unanswered questions
so much left to share

odd the little things i think of to keep me from facing the big things
i dont want to think of
shouldnt think of must not think of

knowing the science knowing the math
fear
at least i learned your voice one last time
not the last time
shouldnt think of it must not think of it
dont let it be the last time