How do you?

Buru

How do you stop

being suicidal?

Does it go away some random day
Becoming all but a memory?

An afterthought
A hiccup in your concsience
A feeling best forgotten...

Or shall I be forced to live like this,
with this?
this urge to destroy

and tear

and harm

and kill kill kill
kill all that is good and lovely
kill all that should live

How can you
Live with this,
this vision of car crashes
and flying limbs
of ledges and falls

Does it go away someday?

I want to be beautiful
(but I don't want to die
in the process)
I don't want to die today

Maybe I should just
forget...
How do you live this way?

The road to work
takes me straight each time,
Every sleepy morning,
Even as I think
Of sudden swerves

The hand that leads the
Steering wheel
Has not answered the call
Yet

But how it wishes
Sometimes...

Car turning
And turning in the air
Shattering glass
And noise
And yells

And then the quiet
then it ends.

No room for regret.



Buru.

DopeBeastie

i used to come down a big hill everyday that ended with a shopping mall's big brick wall

i know what this feels like

the rest in pm


xoxo, buru

nailz100

I've been in a similar situations when I was younger... For me it was all about trying to find the things in life that are worth living for, the friends that care about you and of course, your family. If poetry is what drives you then make it your passion...your life. Guitar is what got me through alot of these times.