Thursday in the cold streets

Goulet

We can drink coffee in the morning
and smoke cigarettes
until the sun creeps up over the tree tops,
and the good-warm feeling inside
wells up and fills us with better thoughts,
and better dreams,
and more dreams,
then when we slept,
and in the crisp air,
still stale from the night
and the moonlight,
nothing seems to move,
and you're still,
and your lips are still
and moist and beautiful,
and you can only stare out into the backyard,
and slowly blow your coffee,
and drag your cigarette
across your mouth,
and what could you be thinking of,
what could you be wanting
out of the morning;
to take all its beauty,
to take all its lust
or take in all the cool-stale air,
or find how sexy the morning is
and take that too,
and you want the morning to be naked,
like you,
and you want the morning to be satisfied
and hungry and loved
and hated,
and you hope the morning doesn't get too old,
too fast,
and you want it in your thin-lovers hands,
and you’ll take the morning as it is,
and take it all inside of you,
and groan in pain and agony
and beautiful-tender pleasure
until the morning is through with you,
and turns over and forgets you
and your beautiful body;
your soft-touch hips and neck,
and the morning forgets,
and you forget too.

coleen

the morning may forget, but i can't imagine forgetting a morning like that.

another shimmering beauty of a moment brought to us by goulet. thank you.

Goulet

i had a cup of coffee this morning, i think it helped...

coleen

you know it would be insincere if i were to say that i haven't enjoyed all of the things you've shared with us - happy, wistful, longing, sad or otherwise.

i'd never be able to pick a favorite but i can't tell you how many times i've read and re-read this one today.

Goulet

Originally posted by coleen
you know it would be insincere if i were to say that i haven't enjoyed all of the things you've shared with us - happy, wistful, longing, sad or otherwise.

i'd never be able to pick a favorite but i can't tell you how many times i've read and re-read this one today.

you really make it feel like i've done something that matters or something worthwhile...thanks

coleen

you are too kind to a silly girl who gets all moon-eyed over the lovely words she finds here everyday.

writing matters, communicating matters and all of you that put yourselves out there and remind us to look at the wonder in the most quiet of moments are waging a worthwhile battle.

don't ever let us forget.

BhagavadGita

how can i forget
when
you
are
there behind my eyes,
the smile on your face rising inside my mouth
and onto my lips as if
you have tranferred your habits,
your dna onto mine.

i woke to a picture of you
me, warm on my belly
pushing my button
afraid to think of you, your lips
you fingers, your hands
in me
knowing i could never finish
the walk to God on my own
trying to put it away, but no
oceans of love below swirl above
me with silver wings

there is always you.
there is nothing but you.
all is love now you are inside me
please dont forget
how much the smell of you will
make it
REAL.

coleen

gita - one more brilliant post from one of my favorite rockstars

BhagavadGita

thanks coleen.

geez, i guess it time to stop dragging my own heart around and get myself some plastic toys to get through the drought and cold season.

Goulet, YOU are very smooth and strong. Makes me want to smoke a cigarette with you my dear, even though i quit. lets get eeevveeill.

Do you have plans for your dreams tonight?

BhagavadGita

rubbing hands on face



















hands go through hair, tension and frustration tingling from fingertips





















shift in chair























shift again




















aww. love love me do. you know i love you.























i cant wait to dance close to you



















hips close oh whoa love me do?
























shifting in chair again...




















aw fuck. get in the car and go downtown, that will cool me off.

Abikins70

Wohhh Goulet, that's brilliant.

Col's you were right

weed

I think I need a smoke right now!

Goulet

Originally posted by BhagavadGita
Makes me want to smoke a cigarette with you my dear, even though i quit. lets get eeevveeill.

Do you have plans for your dreams tonight?

i'll let you be in my dreams,
if i can be in yours.

Goulet

i think i'm happier now
or at least falling into something

BhagavadGita

Originally posted by Goulet
i think i'm happier now
or at least falling into something

memory lane huh goulet? nothing better than being able to pull up old threads to fill us up
again.

you are falling into something?
or someone?

Goulet

Originally posted by BhagavadGita
you are falling into something?
or someone?

maybe both
but it's always hard to tell with me
i keep everyone at an arms-length radius away from me

Felicity

the arm's length rule is very common. only in my case i try to keep within that length, so they are ready to have and to hold.

i need physical.

happy is the day, blissful is the night.

Goulet

but i'm dead inside
so even if people try to snuggle up
i tense up and get sweaty and nervous

Felicity

Originally posted by Goulet
but i'm dead inside
so even if people try to snuggle up
i tense up and get sweaty and nervous

it's okay, i understand this more than you could ever know.

or maybe you do.

it's a hard thing to love someone who is detached, but it's possible. it takes a very special person to accept it.

take your space when you need it, those who love you, and will love you, must do so unconditionally.

BhagavadGita

Originally posted by Goulet
i'll let you be in my dreams,
if i can be in yours.

i dreamt your arms weren't so long
and i crawled inside to fix the things
in your head
that made you sweaty and nervous
and it worked
cause you didn't even notice i was holding you close right now.

Goulet

Originally posted by BhagavadGita
i dreamt your arms weren't so long
and i crawled inside to fix the things
in your head
that made you sweaty and nervous
and it worked
cause you didn't even notice i was holding you close right now.

i can feel you in my head
you look like a Mermaid
with braclets on your wrists
and flowers in your hair