lost love...
Bar Jam
Posts: 42
i look into the night as it has fallen
my heart fills with emptyness from tears of sadness
stars to shine but not towards me
the feeling of empathy shadows my movements
the wind gently winces by my ear
forgive me my love as I have cried many nights
the touch of you gives me joy
then I awake to find nothing as you are gone
my heart looks back into the night wondering...wondering
my life is everchanging as the skies shimmer with intimacy
i begin everyday like the last moving on thinking of you
what happen my heart asks
the night is shinning with glows of dust
as our lives together have become a memory
i miss you very much as i try to engage on a new beginning
as being alone with the night makes me feel small
once again i fall asleep thinking how i lost you
never again to feel you against me
ohh how I wonder what has become
as my interself looks to the dark of the night
guessing...wondering...crying...
that our last day together was a night of shinning stars
my heart fills with emptyness from tears of sadness
stars to shine but not towards me
the feeling of empathy shadows my movements
the wind gently winces by my ear
forgive me my love as I have cried many nights
the touch of you gives me joy
then I awake to find nothing as you are gone
my heart looks back into the night wondering...wondering
my life is everchanging as the skies shimmer with intimacy
i begin everyday like the last moving on thinking of you
what happen my heart asks
the night is shinning with glows of dust
as our lives together have become a memory
i miss you very much as i try to engage on a new beginning
as being alone with the night makes me feel small
once again i fall asleep thinking how i lost you
never again to feel you against me
ohh how I wonder what has become
as my interself looks to the dark of the night
guessing...wondering...crying...
that our last day together was a night of shinning stars
I dont know what to say...but hello:)
Post edited by Unknown User on
0
Comments
she told me she was abused and she just found out what being taken advantage of is..
she told me that it's not all bad though...made me say it to her..yeah it's not that bad is it..no need for extra pain.
she told me her firend gretchen helped her eat again..and helped her find her soul..
she said cause when you find your soul you have a reason to live! SHE YELLED it at me
but now i'll remember that
we crossed the hill together and she thanked me for being open to her and listening..she said not everyone she meets gives her goodenss in return..she wished me safety and comfort wherever i might find myself in this life..
today i find myself alive..and that's the sweetest gift ...thanks to that angel..if i was too human to tell her..i hope she knows somehow.. sometime ..someway
she saved a life that day
I took a ride
I didn't know
What I would
Find there.
when I leave your side
i must say goodbye
when you leave my heart
my feelings begin to fall apart
please say hello, when you can
my love hurts
so please be kind
as my heart is now become sand
you'll ask if you can keep it...even though they'll say no
you know it doesn't matter it knows the way...every way..all the ways there are
it can see through the universe..it can feel through all souls
it's obstacles are ignorance and material life
you want it so bad...hold you close and warm...rock you to sleep
hum your favorite tune ..breathes life to your heart
all the good you've ever felt...ever wished for...this transparent vibe..the music inside..
frustration in physical manifestations of this..others harbour it..hold it away when we want it...evil game
so good....so bad....
when you think you can't go on...
love survives
couldn't lose it if you tried
this is absolute truth-the torturous evil game i know so well.
nobody will ever know it like i do-and yet there is still love.
so what's wrong with loving nothing at all? or everything?
we are so greedy with our love.
I took a ride
I didn't know
What I would
Find there.