Mixed feelings

justam

Maybe feeling it
finally
maybe getting the tears out,
maybe noticing the fear is necessary?

I know other people have had
worse things happen
much, much worse
a bit of disillusionment?
some disappointment?
they’d laugh!

And know I’m too sensitive
sometimes
I just don’t know, I just don’t know,
which way to go

so I take a stab in the air
weighing what’s best for others
and then I’m left alone
to bounce on the empty walls again

Bu2

ain't a bad thing.
Bounce the sound
of your pain off the wall.
Let it scream and say
"Fuck you all!"

The important thing,
is to let it say
all that it has to say.

Hear it out.
Let it scream and shout.

Then turn it down some,
and face another day.