willing & able?

justam

Whom are we willing to hurt?
sometimes I think it comes down to that
Whom are we willing to save?
ourselves?
our children?
the love in our hearts?
And what if choosing one necessarily means hurting another?
How does the decision get made?
Is it made passively, by what doesn't get done?
Is it made actively, by grabbing fate by an ear and a chunk of hair?
Is there a noisy buzzer that goes off if we take too long to move?
Just what are we able to do?

madjack

Seems as though I start with good intentions but they always get twisted as to end up hurting myself in the end. I've learned to take the pain and redirect my anger, beacuse my anger is my pain. I walk and run alot of miles now redirecting my emotions. I'll take being healthy rather than being in jail or maybe somewhere worst. But I take responsibility for my decisions and will live with them good or bad, I think fate is something that will be, no matter right or wrong. I hate when I hurt my kids and I do that when I down their mother and I'm wrong for that. I must get over my jealousy and realize that my life that was is no more, and realize that if I ever truely loved either of my x-wives then I must wish them happiness. I really do wish them happiness, I guess I'm pissed I'm not the one who made them happy or give them that secure feeling. I do wish them both the best and I know they'll be alright. As for me, I just have to see what is in store next, maybe the right woman or just have one hell of a good time while there is still time.