How could I say
justam
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how on earth could I speak the words?
they just won’t come out when I need them
I sit there
maybe I smile sweetly
maybe I seem composed
yeah, I have a lot of practice doing that
I learned how to hide my nerves long ago
I had to
part of my training
got that whole facade thing down
walk out
bow
look calm and smooth
concentrate on the job at hand
but, how could I say
I love you?
how could I say it’s hard to love someone you can’t have?
it’s so obvious, how could I ever say it?
they just won’t come out when I need them
I sit there
maybe I smile sweetly
maybe I seem composed
yeah, I have a lot of practice doing that
I learned how to hide my nerves long ago
I had to
part of my training
got that whole facade thing down
walk out
bow
look calm and smooth
concentrate on the job at hand
but, how could I say
I love you?
how could I say it’s hard to love someone you can’t have?
it’s so obvious, how could I ever say it?
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how can i tell you how much i love this.
and you...thank you for the pm's.
But then You make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what You got
When all You've got is hurt
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Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger, pride and shame
You're so very welcome. You're my friend dear.
I appreciate the nice comment coming from you.
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
tsk tsk tsk...
Why are you tsk, tsk, tsking me?
that whole thing made me very sad,... don't get me wrong it was well written, but it is enough to make a gal cry! i wish i didn't relate, but i do,.. thanks for letting me know i'm not alone justam!
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
My soul cries out for what should have been
What could have been… What would have been
The vision of your eyes looking deeply into mine
The feeling of your strong arms surrounding me
The sound of your voice telling me I please you
The smell of our bodies joining and combining
Needs fulfilled as you drive deep inside me and pulse
The fantasies are gone now into the oblivion of fate
I long for them to return since they brought such hope
Hope for a beautiful encounter… the joining of “Us”
The chance to know passion in its purest form
To feel you touch me deep in my soul and know me
To have the chance to bring each other pleasure
And feel our bodies combine forces for completion
I long to return to the promise of us.
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
I'm sorry it made you feel like crying! :(
But don't feel too bad for me. I'm trying to fix it--I'm trying to break my old habit of not talking enough.
That's so nice of you to say! It's really wonderful how encouraging you all are when I put up this stuff I feel isn't very good.
i'm tsk tsk tsking at myself ....
i could relate to what you wrote...
and it made me think of what i've gone through...
Oh. Thanks for explaining that.
I love you?
how could I say it’s hard to love someone you can’t have?
it’s so obvious, how could I ever say it?
ahhhhh......AM. i know this.
as always, excellent words and style.
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
Thanks dear!
I haven't really talked to you in a while. How are you doing?
you're welcome.
i always enjoy reading your words. strangely soothing in their directness and imagery.
i am well enough...keep on keeping on and all that. not much new at all, just very HAPPY spring is upon us, and trying to work on some goals, personal and professional...work on some projects...and generally trying to remain in an optimistic state of mind.
hope you're good!
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow