completely disinterested (ramblings from a distraught mind)

orig_bise2post

i can feel myself loosing grip of myself.
every day is the same... carelessness.

ambivilent to the world
and too apathetic to write.

so i'm done

Ms. Haiku

I once knew a man called apathy
he sat as if constantly stoned.
When I asked him to write a word for me
the paper fell to the ground.

I knew a woman called ambivalent.
She watched the sky with her head turned right.
Then she watched the sky with her head turned left.
She did not see the paper right in front.

I haven't met the poet,
and this would include you,
who puts sweet words to paper
and not know what they're for.

of_the_girl

Originally posted by bisepost
i can feel myself loosing grip of myself.
every day is the same... carelessness.

ambivilent to the world
and too apathetic to write.

so i'm done

you may be done but the sun dancer
isn't done dancing for you
isn't done trying to shed some flavourful light
drink it up
through a straw
add some sprinkles...
add a lemon twist
with a hint of strawberrry swirl...?
i'll bake you a cake and we'll eat it
on a checkered blanket under
"my tree"
and we'll paint the town rainbow
with the softest brushes
and the brightest hues ever created
and we'll sing our rainsongs
and then you'll notice
the dancing of your own heart.

~*~*~*~

take care dan sweetie.

orig_bise2post

Originally posted by of_the_girl
you may be done but the sun dancer
isn't done dancing for you
isn't done trying to shed some flavourful light
drink it up
through a straw
add some sprinkles...
add a lemon twist
with a hint of strawberrry swirl...?
i'll bake you a cake and we'll eat it
on a checkered blanket under
"my tree"
and we'll paint the town rainbow
with the softest brushes
and the brightest hues ever created
and we'll sing our rainsongs
and then you'll notice
the dancing of your own heart.

The sun dancer transcends space and time
always present and always wonderful
but a heavy heart like mine
can only be solved by a lighter head

but one day i know things will be different
one day i know the sun dancer will make me smile
i know she won't be just an idea
but a real live person...

and i'll buy the brightest hues possible
and if they're not good enough we'll make our own
and the joy will overwhelm me... us

someday.

of_the_girl

Originally posted by bisepost
The sun dancer transcends space and time
always present and always wonderful
but a heavy heart like mine
can only be solved by a lighter head

but one day i know things will be different
one day i know the sun dancer will make me smile
i know she won't be just an idea
but a real live person...

and i'll buy the brightest hues possible
and if they're not good enough we'll make our own
and the joy will overwhelm me... us

someday.

even through darkness i'm glad i see spritzes of hope in there somewhere.


someday i'm gonna hug you!!