i wonder how long it's been

lifeisworthlifeisworth Posts: 186
an ode to my man
a wrap around
a love for all things

i could do and would

love

you
Nosotros nunca escuchamos la voz adentro
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  • suedesuede Posts: 247
    you don't have to Love me.
    you don't have to want me back.
    i know you've forgotten the way.

    it wasn't so long ago,
    when you weren't too far away.
    it's like it was yesterday,
    but it wasn't...i know,
    i've counted the days.

    i remember this one night...one of the first,
    we were out taking pictures in the freezing rain.
    we were so new...so young...
    i stopped...pulled you in...
    and kissed you in front of a shop window.
    it didn't last very long, and it never happened again,
    though this really did.
    but i remember you like it was yesterday,
    but it wasn't...i know,
    i've counted the days.

    and you don't have to Love me,
    you don't even have to want me back.
    i know...you've forgotten your way...back...to me.
    i wonder though...if you wonder about me.
    well, apparently...apparently not.

    it wasn't so long ago,
    when you were packing...said you were leaving.
    leaving?

    this was Home.
    you were my Home...
    you were my Home...

    there were so many things that were never packed away,
    but you took them with you...anyway.
    everything was left unsaid, you'd just had enough.
    enough?
    we had barely begun.
    but i remember you like it was yesterday,
    but it wasn't...i know,
    i've been counting the days.

    i know, you don't Love me...how could you possibly?
    i admit it, i hold you,
    there's a place for you inside despite all of this.
    i know you know your way to me,
    even if it's just to see what you're not missing.
    really, you don't have to Love me,
    you don't even have to want me back.
    maybe just call me,
    say you miss me,
    and i can tell you that i miss you back.

    so, maybe just call me up and tell me you miss me?
    just call me up and tell me you miss me.
    i'm still here...collecting stones, the ones i'll never throw.
    you know how the saying goes,
    "People with broken glass Hearts, shouldn't throw stones."
    the throw alone would break it some more.
    and i'm still here...just counting these days from my glass home.

    and, i wrote this for you,
    because i miss you.
    because i had to.
    maybe...
    you miss me, too?
    maybe...
    you miss me, too.
    well...i miss you.
    i miss you...

    i have to forget you,
    because,
    you've forgotten me.
    oh, and one more thing...
    i miss you...
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    you surprised me....I gotta read this....what r u doin fukkin up other people's threads....fukwit.....

    ur making me....
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    I'm sorry I'm not her
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • lifeisworthlifeisworth Posts: 186
    well hello, there mister suede :D an incredibly, interestingly, somewhat telepathic tag to my rather short guiness-fed po-emtry...r-head said best "just cuz you feel it, doesn't mean it's there", and hoo baby, ain't dat da truth?

    and ISN? you must needs gather sleep dream are you to wish that you were she... the tit for tat workings of the kharma bums ease equally any place...and i'll not smite them lest they send spite directly

    my vie sends me to stop-gap saint work

    peaches n dream
    Nosotros nunca escuchamos la voz adentro
  • The Guinnessness of epiphany
    is the cream of Dedalus's glimpse
    of a sunnyshore angel
    a shimmering beach gleam

    And she is unearthy snow white footed
    pitterpattering upon unprinted sand
    Seen through open St James' Gate eyes
    seaward dreaming in Sandymount Strand

    Just because love leaves no trace
    on the earth
    for the tide
    It doesn't mean it hasn't come
    For it is written on body and mind
    By the Guinnessness of epiphany
    where dreams are stout and heady

    4.3% in absolute volume
    but immeasurable in true gravity


    :)
  • lifeisworthlifeisworth Posts: 186
    Just because love leaves no trace
    on the earth
    for the tide
    It doesn't mean it hasn't come
    For it is written on body and mind
    By the Guinnessness of epiphany
    where dreams are stout and heady



    and i want ten dozen roses and a fucking apology.... go figure
    plastic coated
    flash frozen
    melted vanilla

    i am amazed by the audacity of humanity

    simply amazed
    Nosotros nunca escuchamos la voz adentro
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    I am besotted with God

    tara tara tarra tarra tala tala tala
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    Sandymount Cove
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    Dalkey
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • suedesuede Posts: 247
    it's been so long since i've seen you...
    now i get the feeling i'll never see you.
    it's a long road...
    and it's a long road.
    it's a problem...
    and it's a problem.
    the questions are here with your skeleton eyes.
    the way you shake it's no surprise.
    you were at your best with your American lies.

    and i'd really like to see you,
    for a minute there'd be no hurt left inside.
    and now i get the feeling that i'll never see you.
    and it's a long road...
    from where we lived to where we died.
    and it's a long road...
    from where we lived to where you hide.
    your ghost remains with skeleton eyes.
    the way your hands shake it's no surprise.
    you were at your best with your American thighs.
    now your ghost remains...
    but your skeleton dies.
    and it's a long road...
    and it's a problem...
    and it's a long road...

    -kNb >11.02.03< (C)
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    take to the road then....with a fardel and a pen
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • Originally posted by lifeisworth
    an ode to my man
    a wrap around
    a love for all things

    i could do and would

    love

    you

    lifeISworth! :)

    *sigh* :)

    And suede, I believe you posted "the boy in the glass house with a broken Heart" before, I do recall reading and enjoying it before. I really like it! :)
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
  • suedesuede Posts: 247
    yeah, i posted it a bit ago. when i read this one by lifeisworth, it reminded me of that again, so i put it here, too.
    thanks very much for you kind words :)
    Originally posted by Being Enlightened
    And suede, I believe you posted "the boy in the glass house with a broken Heart" before, I do recall reading and enjoying it before. I really like it! :)
  • TenTen Posts: 3
    This is Matt.

    How are things?
    it's like you're waiting for a diamond shore to wash your way
    bets put aside, you're evil
    let's crawl into your face
    a vision, vague or not, raising a frightful wake-you-up
    time for...
    EVACUATION
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