Our Obligations

CranMalReignCranMalReign Posts: 1,928
edited December 2004 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
Well... this is the first thing I've written since March. My bug has left me, I fear... but this is an apology to my lady young in beauty waiting. I made her cry, and I'm a beast for it. That is all.

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Our Obligations
(December 7, 2004)

The crackled whisper of terror
sliced me down the middle
Blanketed and blended
in a Verizon white noise bender

I was caught unawares
under the pasty white government-funded lighting -
expecting wrath and excuses,
I received panic and pleas

"I'm so sorry" she wept
"Take back my Christmas presents
I don't deserve them"

The thought rocked me, brought me to my elbows
and my gut to my mouth
both acutely painful, acutely deserved

She wept, crackling, terrified
drilling regret into my brain with each
stutter-stepped sigh

I'm sorry, my angel

Forgive me for this
and for ever hurting you.
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  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    She wept, crackling, terrified
    drilling regret into my brain with each
    stutter-stepped sigh

    This is visceral and conveys the feelings behind the narrative. Good to see you back, cmr. You were missed for months.
  • Ms. HaikuMs. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,265
    autumn rain?
    darker clouds
    seen through a ripped umbrella
    There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous
    The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
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