save me from at least one disappointment
coleen
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silence as expected
but what is there to say
when we both know very well
that you and i began that way
i choose to believe he existed
the man i gave myself to
i couldn't have belonged so completely
to a man who would be so cruel
but i wonder, did you consider
how excrutiating it would be
to hear you whisper the words to her
that you once said to me
then to find those lines you left for me
how the feeling doesn't change
can you understand why i'm not sure
which you i can believe
for you i hope you mean them this time
things you said to all the rest
please mean that her heart will be safest with you
that was the one i always loved the best.
but what is there to say
when we both know very well
that you and i began that way
i choose to believe he existed
the man i gave myself to
i couldn't have belonged so completely
to a man who would be so cruel
but i wonder, did you consider
how excrutiating it would be
to hear you whisper the words to her
that you once said to me
then to find those lines you left for me
how the feeling doesn't change
can you understand why i'm not sure
which you i can believe
for you i hope you mean them this time
things you said to all the rest
please mean that her heart will be safest with you
that was the one i always loved the best.
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"I have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that don't work"
thanks for being my twin. :P
(something I wrote a while ago)
It all takes time to discover what there is to find
when upon first glance it appeared to bleed
into nothingness shrouded by a hinting mind
never able to get free...
or (your own world)
Switched places, shattered picture of mine
was all you chose to leave behind...no one knows
its not her fault that the lights aren't on
she just feels like she doesn't belong....she doesn't belong..
(you can replace she with he if you want)....
i mean it has to count for something that he'll shout out proudly what he could only say in the tiniest whipsers to me. his willingness to give her his voice and all that comes with it while that same voice would have brightened my darkest day. the heart wants what the heart wants, who are we to say? i truly hope that with his new friend he'll finally find the peace and love he's been hoping for, it would take the ache out of how i'm feeling.
as for your writing my dear friend nailz, i'm a faithful fan. and my fondness for your thoughts increases with each line you let us read.
he never really did belong to me - he took every opportunity to make that very clear to me and made certain i'd never forget it. ah i don't even understand it myself sometimes but the fact of the matter remains he's found someone else.
i'm sorry to hear about your troubles veddergirl. but i still believe that love comes to us all. chin is up for the moment, hope yours is locked in the upright position as well.
Sometimes we cannot grasp what ones we care about are thinking and doing.....they just do not fall into the same realm of reality as we do.....
But...karma is a bitch....and what goes around comes around..
Just think of it this way....he will probably never find another star as bright as you....
I am a fan of yours also...
i wouldn't call it unselfishness, i am plenty selfish. i just know how i feel and what he meant to me. that doesn't just disappear when someone hurts us. i think it might make the loss easier to deal with if they did.
besides, i'm sure i've done my share to hurt him without intending to. all my faults and flaws, my feelings were always true. so i am choosing to continue believing that once his feelings were too.
i'd like to believe we tried our best. and thats all i wish for him.
thank you for giving a sappy girl a smile nailz. i hope you have a great weekend, i'm done....i'm outta here.