the unemployment project

coleencoleen Posts: 938
edited January 2005 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
unemployment

6 hours and counting
and i no longer
have a place to
be
a race to run
a desk piled
high with wasted trees
day-dreams and
a waste of me

a person might think i should be
more hysterical
more desperate
more mired in the muck of self-doubt and
fear

it isn't that these moments
haven't been visiting from time to time
as the last few hours
of my employment slip
toward unfettered hours

but at the moment
i see more than
the walls of my cubicle
and timecard
and voicemail indicator flashing red
red
red
life blood
lost red

i'm dreaming up a
new dream
where my hours
belong to me
in service of
community
working toward leaving
my little corner better
than i hoped it to be

beyond the cubicle walls
and dead sea scrolls
of days sales outstanding
adding machine tapes
sunshine squad's
team corporate
morale building nonsense

in an odd sort of a way
i'm breathing
again
hopeful
while what was my
life becomes cinders
around me
in the slow burn
of the last two months
ashes
smoke
in a beautiful lumbering blaze

just close enough
that i can just
about
taste it
fresh
clean
air
crisp
diamond
snow
and
a
m
o
u
n
t
a
i
n

calling
my
name
the way
mothers
call their childern
home
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Comments

  • even flow?even flow? Posts: 8,066
    Nice!!!!!!
    You've changed your place in this world!
  • "You say the hill's too steep to climb,
    Climb it!
    You say you'd like to see me try,
    Climb it!
    You pick the place and I'll choose the time
    And I'll climb
    The hill in my own way
    just wait a while, for the right day
    And as I rise above the treeline and the clouds
    I look down hear the sound of the things you said today

    Fearlessly the idiot faced the crowd, smiling
    Nothing waits, the magistrate turns 'round, frowning
    I know the fool who wears the crown
    Go down in your own way
    And everyday is the right day
    And as you rise above the fearlines in the frown
    You look down
    Hear the sound of the faces in the crowd" - Pink Floyd

    Climb that mountain, sweet pea!

    I know your new dream is a beautiful dream and purely selfless. You will rise above the unemplyment line!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

    I don't know why but for some reason "Fearless" popped into my head after reading your poem and so, I felt the need to include it here. :D

    Shimmering, sunny, shiny smiles to you, to all! :):)

    So many enjoyable reads in here! It's wonderful and freeing to let one's creativity fly! Weeeehaaawww! :D
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
  • Loved it Coleen!
    BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG girlfriend how the hell are ya?
    Nice poem!
    Missed ya!
    If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different....I'd rather be completely fucking mental.
    (Angelina Jolie)
  • AliAli Posts: 2,621
    I am no longer in that boat.
    Maybe.
    A whisper and a thrill
    A whisper and a chill
    adv2005

    "Why do I bother?"
    The 11th Commandment.
    "Whatever"

    PETITION TO STOP THE BAN OF SMOKING IN BARS IN THE UNITED STATES....Anyone?
  • coleencoleen Posts: 938
    thanks to evenflow?, BE, PJfaninmaine, & Ali for your time and kind words.

    btw ali - luck to you *fingers crossed* :)
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