not a poem....

bambi girlbambi girl Posts: 406
this isnt a poem, or anything poetic.....just the spew of my brain all tumbling out cos i need it to be heard, and read.....and not even commented on....but just read....


i dont understand how people can be so false, and two-faced...come across so lovely but really....is the only thing that is important to them is that people THINK that they are 'lovely'?....that they are 'kind'?.....and i dont understand where these people get off....like pretended to care, just for the sake of appearing to others that they care.....

and when it comes to the crunch, you can see what they really are like....when it comes to the crunch, we all see what they are really like, apart from those with their eyes glued shut, that seem to still only be for themselves, and be for 'happyness'.....dont get me wrong, being happy is good....we should all be happy, but being ignorant to the world, to BE HAPPY...i just dont get...i guess we all get caught up in it....get caught up in the mood, but at some point its like the waves of ocean catching you, and pulling you along, but at some point letting go of you....and letting you drift off, and we gotta be let go of so we can see the world and its needs ya know? so we dont get caught up in this happy happy joy joy view of everything....and again i will say, that i have nothing against the happy joy mood....i love that mood, but, you gotta step back from the mask sometimes....take off the rose tinted galsses....and realise what we have to do, to make a stand, to make voices heard, ours heard, and those who dont have a voice.....shout for them....


and i'll shut up now, as its neither poetry, or music.....but its my brain juice.....so, it belongs here more than anywhere...sorry.
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  • No, that's okay. Shakespeare's plays are full of two-faced bastards like Iago in "Othello", Edmund the Bastard in "King Lear" and Iachimo in "Cymbeline." Those plays are full of them because the world's full of them. Unfortunately.
  • suedesuede Posts: 247
    well, **i** thought it was poetic. you okay, kid?
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    when the shit hits the fan
    can you still be my friend?
  • jboelhowjboelhow Posts: 170
    Great "brain juice".... !!!
    Live the life you dream

    "Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
    So I can say this is the way I use to be" -- John Mayer
  • bambi girlbambi girl Posts: 406
    im okay....just annoyed at things, at people.....Disillusioned you could say...sometimes...i guess i thought better of people....
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    i do the same thing
    and am uber-dissapointed when shown the light

    but

    what are ya gonna do?
  • bambi girlbambi girl Posts: 406
    exactly.....oh well....

    how ya doing anyway?
  • If it's Bullshit, it's all Bullshit
    If it's real, the rest is Bullshit
    Either way it smells bad.
    If there was a chair in which I could comprehend, I would stand always and embrace the path
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    i'm good bambi, thanks... how are you?

    i just heard this song... hang on


    You’re a prison I can’t escape
    You’re a decision I never make
    Heard me laughing
    You heard me weep and moan
    When it’s good, it’s good
    When it’s gone, it’s gone

    They say time will kill the pain
    I say pain is gonna kill my time
    Lord won’t you save me
    Or leave me alone

    When it’s good, it’s good
    When it’s gone, it’s gone

    I hang your picture above my mind
    Don’t do anything you can’t deny
    I could never be your pawn
    When it’s good, it’s good
    When it’s gone, it’s gone

    Some drink to remember
    Some to forget
    Some for satisfaction
    Some to regret
    I hope a brighter day to you I’ve shown

    When it’s good, it’s good
    When it’s gone, it’s gone


    how are you?
  • bambi girlbambi girl Posts: 406
    thats lovely PN....thanks for sharing avec moi.....


    im okay....
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    it's ben harper... he rules, imo :)

    you sound like shit, but i fear you'll be back to bubbles in no time ;)


    just don't underestimate YOUR power to befriend someone...

    not everyone has that, and it sucks ass
  • bambi girlbambi girl Posts: 406
    no im okay really.....just, i really felt that people were on the same wavelength as me, and...it turns out, obviously they arnt....and i feel betrayed even though these poeple arnt doing it in spite of me...
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    i know what you mean
    i really do

    bagh...

    hugs to you :)
  • FancyFacadeFancyFacade Posts: 330
    bambi---i think you just have to not expect much out of people sometimes--if you dont expect much--you wont be let down---isnt that a horrible thing to have to do--yet---that is the way it is sometimes--i hope youre doing alright--
  • bambi girlbambi girl Posts: 406
    Originally posted by FancyFacade
    bambi---i think you just have to not expect much out of people sometimes--if you dont expect much--you wont be let down---isnt that a horrible thing to have to do--yet---that is the way it is sometimes--i hope youre doing alright--


    yeah i know, im a sucker sometimes....its just when its people you think you know quite well....i dont know....but on the bright side, there are some amazing people out there too, who i am suprised at, on how wonderful they are......so....:)
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    :D i agree
  • jboelhowjboelhow Posts: 170
    Sorry for the side note coming, blame it on the English teacher side of me...
    But the ideas shared here reminded me of "Catcher in the Rye". Where Holden goes through kind of the same frustration with "people". I agree with him and everyone on this thread.
    We spend too much time living falsely. Or as Holden would call it "phoniness". Real interaction between people is rare, in fact I think real interaction with our own spirit (or what ever one wants to call it) is rare.
    Boy we sure can talk about the weather for hours, yet discusing how today's sunrise moved us... never...
    Live the life you dream

    "Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
    So I can say this is the way I use to be" -- John Mayer
  • nailz100nailz100 Posts: 1,176
    Yeah, stick to your ways and your beliefs. One thing I've found is that you can't change people...and usually friends don't think the same way you do. Who knows, maybe one day you'll find someone you can trust... As long as you believe in yourself thats really all you need.... I do admit it is hard to believe in other people sometimes....believe in yourself first.
    Only with our eyes closed can we truly see
  • bambi girlbambi girl Posts: 406
    :)


    good comments you guys, and all very much appreciated....im feeling better now, it's silly really....anyway, yep thanks, you are all wise!
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