good times

Schlitz

Wow I can’t believe I haven’t seen you
I still can picture you lips saying my name
It’s been so long since I loved again

I know you said I could
I can’t
There is no feeling anymore
Just numb steps of pain

You said you would always love me
The cards you sent said forever and forever and forever
You lied

I feel what you’ve done has ruined me
I can’t seem to hold a hand
Or a touch of my leg without suspicion
I don’t want that hurt again

Are you happy?
I know you are cause I’m not
That was your goal
To feel good by making me feel bad

I’m not done feeling bad
But you succeeded I have no life
No feelings

Good job big boy
Look me in the eyes
Are you proud

I’m lost for now
I want to love and give
I think I could
I can see it
But I can’t have it as much as I forever strive
I think I may be feeling love again but I’m scared

Good luck to you
I hope you see what I couldn’t give
Cause I pity that person
And I will laugh at them and then cry

I’m not a pawn of your hand anymore
And I won’t be to someone else
I’ve learned what a mean smile is
I see it and I’m done being used

Funny I just said that
Cause I am still
Heartless caring people like you
Still holding the cards
I believe them
But I am just someone with black eyes
Looking for that love that you stole