I'm sorry
I’m sorry my days have been so full
I’m sorry to make it seem I don’t care
I do care
School is on
think of a non-stop conveyor belt
It fills my life now
I work all the time during the school year
People who aren’t teachers don’t know
We work every day
We work every night
We work on the weekends
Non-teachers think we work too much
We’re just trying to keep up!
Administrators keep adding more “Student success” initiatives
This means teachers have to absorb more of the responsibility
Teachers have to lift more to keep the weak students from failing
Students miss class and expect us to make it up for them
Students miss class because so many of them have anxiety issues
Depression issues
Sleep issues
Then, they come back “confused” because the class has moved ahead
So it’s more work for us
I’ve accepted this job and I love the young people
Yet…you wouldn’t believe all the reasons they claim they can’t turn in homework
You wouldn’t believe all the emails we answer at night
One hundred students can write a lot of emails
Especially if they can't drag themselves out of bed in the morning.
Not to complain
Just to explain
So much work fills my days, these days
I wish I had the time I had years ago
My love for the people I love is greater now than ever
I appreciate long relationships!
Don’t think I don’t care, please
I’m just stretched thin from mid-August to mid May
And, I know it shows
Comments
Although, I will never prescribe to this said SH*T system, I have been aware of it since gradeschool. I'm going on 44yrs old in December. I'm so deeply empathetic for the pain, disillusionment, frustration, doubt etc... In a system you believed in or actually entered and hoped you could change and fell victim to and the self doubt it engenders, not to mention the potential regret it may cause you for getting involved to try to make a positive difference to begin with. I don't HAVE to imagine your frustration... I live with it daily in my poor best friend, he is a GREAT TEACHER. That guy is my f*cking HERO! ❤️🩹 To the teachers of the world feeling beleagured, overwhelmed, useless, irrelevant etc. Believe me... Even IF you're NEVER PRIVILEDGED ENOUGH to SEE it in your own lifetime. You f*cking matter INFINITELY MORE than you could EVER hope to fathom. Do not give up on us, because I (small, insignificant an irrelevant as I am), WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU!!! WE NEED YOU GUYS! We need GOOD, HONORABLE, HONEST, SINCERE PROPER TEACHERS! Ya KNOW who ya are. You guys are jewels of the roughest cut! Pure, true, honest, hardworking and simple. You guys don't need refining! Stay true and pls, just stay! ❤️🩹🙇♀️❤️🩹🙇♀️❤️🩹🙇♀️❤️🩹🙇♀️❤️🩹🙇♀️❤️🩹 Thank you all so very much💜!