me, a she,

justam

Missing
absent
no words
plugged up
no drainage
a mute!
no explanation
not at all purposeful
not at all intentional
just closed up
sometimes to be closed is protection
thoughtful silence
its not even avoidance
arms wrapped, crossed
unconsciously defending my chest
if I was one of my cats,
I'd be the one walking along the wall today
or the one crouching in the corner with a worried look