I don't ever come to this part of the board anymore, for some reason I did tonight and read this....damn. Prayers for Dan and Melina's family, late is better than never. Rock in Peace
Damn it.....this stuff always makes me uncomfortable in real life and I always have trouble knowing what to say. Turns out it's true in here as well and that's why I didn't visit this thread as much as I would've liked. Now I feel horrible that I am just finding out about Hedo months later...
I am so sorry. I never met you in person but always enjoyed our interactions over the years on these forums. Your posts always made me laugh. Your irreverent, dry sense of humor always mixed well with mine and your posts always made me laugh. You will be missed.
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She was a fan of The Juggler. You would have loved her the same in person. Funny, smart, and strong.
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Hedo loved Fridays and I', pretty sure it had to do with the weight of the week being lifted off her shoulders and because it gave her more time with her beloved kitties. Sometimes, the way she described the approaching weekend, it was like time was going to stand still. If only.
Hey now. casually know someone that has terminal cancer. Stopped by his place after wife told me he is sick. Chatted a bit. Gave him my phone number to text me if he wants to chill a bit. A few months ago. Saw wife recently. Said he's depressed and really never a social person. I told her no pressure for him to call me. Just let me know if they need anything. She said she trusts me for some reason and I'm a good man. I guess my hope was that I could just hang out, even not talk. Maybe spin some tunes. Just a pile of sh.t some people have to wade through as they exit this world.
Love you all and embrace whatever emotions you have.
Sadness is a part of it all. I guess more so for some.
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Out of respect for Hedonist, I have not posted on this thread, but now I think it is time to.
Most of you are aware that Hedonist and I shared not great love for each other. We regularly and often exchanged some very heated and harsh words between us. The sad thing is, if we had known each other in person, I'm guessing we would have gotten along fine. I honestly do not know anyone in person who hates me, and I know of no one in person who I have hatred for. Unfortunately, on the internet, sometimes the less good in us comes out. I'm sure that is true with me.
Toward the end of her life, Hedonist and I had a brief exchange on a thread (I don't recall which one but that's irrelevant). I responded to something she posted by saying, "If you keep saying things like that, I might actually get to liking you," and I also posted a smiley face. She seemed to think that was pretty cool. We never again had a harsh word between us after that.
Another thing I have not told many few people is that, because of some people I know (too many, in fact) who have died or are dying of cancer, including Hedonist, about two months ago I decided to stop cutting my hair for at least two years at which time I will have it all cut off and donated for cancer patient wigs. I may be old, but I have very thick salt and pepper hair, and there is a need for that for some elderly patients who desire wigs to match their age. I like having my hair shorter than it is already, but this at least is a very small thing I can do.
I hope none of you who were close to Hedonist are offended by my posting here. I'm not trying to promote myself in any way nor pretend she and I were close in any way. But the lesson for me is that it is best not to take things we say on forums so personally-it's not worth the grief- and I think she and I managed to come to a kind of truce, if not actual peace. I hope we all could do that.
"Pretty cookies, heart squares all around, yeah!" -Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
14 weeks ago today. Doesn't feel that long ago and I guess in the grander scheme of things, its not. Not sure what to make of the passage of time as it relates. Weird.
I wonder what Hedo would have thought about the Green Comet and the asteroid that's supposedly passing by earth tonight? I know she'd have a thought or two and might even have tried to catch a glimpse. Sigh.
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I am so sorry. I never met you in person but always enjoyed our interactions over the years on these forums. Your posts always made me laugh. Your irreverent, dry sense of humor always mixed well with mine and your posts always made me laugh. You will be missed.
You would have loved her the same in person. Funny, smart, and strong.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
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Have a great weekend everyone!
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I guess my hope was that I could just hang out, even not talk. Maybe spin some tunes. Just a pile of sh.t some people have to wade through as they exit this world.
Love you all and embrace whatever emotions you have.
Sadness is a part of it all. I guess more so for some.
-Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
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