What does the song Release mean to you.

Even_Flow1984Even_Flow1984 Posts: 3
edited September 2006 in Words and Music...Communication
Hell-o fellow pearl jammers.I am new here and this is my very first time posting in this forum.I am very honoured to be a part of the pearl jam world..words cant describe how much this band means to me..when the world is not listening,they are always ready to lend an ear..giving you hope to trudge this life that is a bundle of hatred,agony,pain,sadness....pj has made me who i am today and because of their amazing music that speaks through me,..i am very much alive even though "life" is a constant battle..thank you pearl jam..thank you..i have never been to any of their concerts..i wish someday i will be given the opportunity to do so..it will be the greatest day in my life..i will deffinitely stutter,faint,shiver,cry because this are the guys that has made me who i am today..has inspired me in every way..every single one of them,past memebers and present..when i listen to them perform live,i`ll just imagine myself as one of the audiences..their music makes me cry,makes me laugh,makes me ponder..every single song by pearl jam will evoke something in me..i love pearl jam,just like all of you and im thankful i discovered them..before i write a 5oo pged book or more about why i love pearl jam,i better get to the point of this thread:)..i have been listening to the song release over and over again..alltogether it has been about a hundred times since yesterday..i was wondering what does the song mean to you guys..the song is very spiritual to me..i feel like i am released from my body,released from my pain and im floating in a place where tranquility sets in..how about you guys?..tc and keep enjoying pearl jam.\m/.
The north is to south what the clock is to time...
There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life...
I know I was born and I know that I’ll die...
The in between is mine...I am mine...

R.I.P. Layne Staley(1967-2002)
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  • Welcome! What a nice first post.

    "Release" has always been one of those songs that just reaches into my soul. I think you hit it spot on. It's the same meaning for me. Just taking all those feelings of sadness, despair, loss of hope, and just letting them go. Pushing them out and finding a peace within yourself. I remember listening to Ten repeatedly, especially "Release", during a not so good time back in 1994, and it helped. Pearl Jam has always helped bring me back to a good place. They are the rescuers, and they also teach you to rescue yourself.
    Dante: "You hate people!"
    Randal: "But I love gatherings. Isn't it ironic?"
  • Ms. HaikuMs. Haiku Posts: 7,265
    Well, it finally gained a prominent spot in my mind when I blanched almonds. No, I'm not being silly I'm serious. I think the heat this summer was just zapping my motivation, and I had a new recipe to try, but I just couldn't get myself to boil the water, stick the almonds in the pot for 30 seconds, and then skin them before I toasted them. It was amazing how I just couldnt' get myself to do it. Well, I was listening to Boston 06 #1 which started with release, as I was finally skinning the almonds, and I thought "This makes sense." Releasing the skins from the meat. So, now when I hear Release I think of skinned almonds.
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  • when u hear the first few notes of release, opening a show, it's instant goosebump city. i can't speak for others but for sure it's gotta be one of pj's best openers. it would be weird to see a show with it not in the opening slot.
    Q:
    "so what does the song mean to me?"
    A:
    EVERYTHING
  • Jeremy1012Jeremy1012 Posts: 7,170
    In a word this song means EVERYTHING to me. it was the first song on Ten other than alive that stood out to me. It just floored me. Its the most emotional song I've ever heard. when Eddie sings the chorus just after the final verse and the band just explode behind him it is so beautiful. It is so unbelievably REAL that any kind of idiot who compares PJ to Creed or whoever must be insane to think that way. This song is so special to me. That particular part, the final release of the song, is my favourite single moment in any piece of music I've ever heard in my life.
    "I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
  • karma defectkarma defect Posts: 5,483
    It means a lot to me. I remember quite a few times that I was (to state it dramatically) in pain and cried out along with the lyrics. It isn't the Pearl jam song that touches me the most, but it comes close definitely in my top 10. For me it basically means to be released from whatever it is that bugs me. I also had some beef with my dad through out my life so it also means a lot to me in that light. The line I am myself like you some how helped me on one hand to see him as human and on the other hand express my strong will and need to be the way I am. Which isn't a thing that he truly appreciates. A lot of my choices have and are and will not be choices he would have or will make. I do get along with him a bit better than I did, but he remains a bit of a lets say weirdo to me.:D
    « One man's glory is another man's hell.
    You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
    Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
    I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
    I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
  • Hell-o fellow pearl jammers.I am new here and this is my very first time posting in this forum.I am very honoured to be a part of the pearl jam world..words cant describe how much this band means to me..when the world is not listening,they are always ready to lend an ear..giving you hope to trudge this life that is a bundle of hatred,agony,pain,sadness....pj has made me who i am today and because of their amazing music that speaks through me,..i am very much alive even though "life" is a constant battle..thank you pearl jam..thank you..i have never been to any of their concerts..i wish someday i will be given the opportunity to do so..it will be the greatest day in my life..i will deffinitely stutter,faint,shiver,cry because this are the guys that has made me who i am today..has inspired me in every way..every single one of them,past memebers and present..when i listen to them perform live,i`ll just imagine myself as one of the audiences..their music makes me cry,makes me laugh,makes me ponder..every single song by pearl jam will evoke something in me..i love pearl jam,just like all of you and im thankful i discovered them..before i write a 5oo pged book or more about why i love pearl jam,i better get to the point of this thread:)..i have been listening to the song release over and over again..alltogether it has been about a hundred times since yesterday..i was wondering what does the song mean to you guys..the song is very spiritual to me..i feel like i am released from my body,released from my pain and im floating in a place where tranquility sets in..how about you guys?..tc and keep enjoying pearl jam.\m/.


    to me release is about being set free from the burden of the world. This is one amazing song.
    once dissolved we are free to grow.
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  • Hell-o fellow pearl jammers.I am new here and this is my very first time posting in this forum.I am very honoured to be a part of the pearl jam world..words cant describe how much this band means to me..when the world is not listening,they are always ready to lend an ear..giving you hope to trudge this life that is a bundle of hatred,agony,pain,sadness....pj has made me who i am today and because of their amazing music that speaks through me,..i am very much alive even though "life" is a constant battle..thank you pearl jam..thank you..i have never been to any of their concerts..i wish someday i will be given the opportunity to do so..it will be the greatest day in my life..i will deffinitely stutter,faint,shiver,cry because this are the guys that has made me who i am today..has inspired me in every way..every single one of them,past memebers and present..when i listen to them perform live,i`ll just imagine myself as one of the audiences..their music makes me cry,makes me laugh,makes me ponder..every single song by pearl jam will evoke something in me..i love pearl jam,just like all of you and im thankful i discovered them..before i write a 5oo pged book or more about why i love pearl jam,i better get to the point of this thread:)..i have been listening to the song release over and over again..alltogether it has been about a hundred times since yesterday..i was wondering what does the song mean to you guys..the song is very spiritual to me..i feel like i am released from my body,released from my pain and im floating in a place where tranquility sets in..how about you guys?..tc and keep enjoying pearl jam.\m/.

    i would love to hear pearl jam open with release.... i tell my husband that before every show. to me, the song is also very spiritual. i remember buying ten for other songs only to discover this one... it was the first real 'outlet' i had for expressing my grief over my dad's death in '94.... i remember listening to it over and over again..... singing, crying.... i posted the lyrics on a family website one year on father's day.... it helped me thru a hard time, and is still so very special to me.... i gave my neighbor my copy of ten a couple months after i bought it.... i knew he liked a few songs but didn't own it. he was shocked and asked me why i was giving it to him, knowing how much i loved that album. i explained that the very end of the very last song skipped so i had to go buy a new one.... he thought i was crazy, but i just couldn't deal with that... it was too important to me! anyway, thanks fir the great post, and welcome!
  • zelda4everzelda4ever Posts: 138
    well duh, they didnt want to release the cd so pj made an extra track to get it out there!!*in napolean dynamite voice*idiot!
    -Let's just say i was testing the bounds of reality. I was curious to see what would happen. Thats all it was:just curiosity.

    Jim Morrison
    Los Angeles, 1969
  • when u hear the first few notes of release, opening a show, it's instant goosebump city. i can't speak for others but for sure it's gotta be one of pj's best openers. it would be weird to see a show with it not in the opening slot.
    Q:
    "so what does the song mean to me?"
    A:
    EVERYTHING

    every post in this thread has given me chills, except the almond one. this song means the world to me. the last time i saw pearl jam they opened with Release and my sister and I both cried together...this song has helped me deal with the death of my father, which was what brought me to find Pearl Jam in the first place. To me it is about confronting your fears and the things that cause you pain. accepting the fact that shit happens and we all have to take it and learn. sometimes things are beyond are control but what we can control is how we react and what we take away from the experiences, good or bad. the melody and the riffs give a sense of release from everything. i listen with headphones and my eyes close, soon i'm drifting away...
    “I don't know what this means. I don't think it means anything.”
    -Eddie Vedder
  • the greatest pj song there is was ever will be
    6-23-06...Pittsburgh,PA

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  • This song means so much to people, its a very beautiful song. when i first bought Ten i didnt really know who pj were, this was 2 summers ago, and i'd listen to it on headphones in the dark, and after all the loud songs. came this one, and i remember thinking what an absolutely gorgeous song it was, it gives me goosebumps most of the time i hear it.everything about it.

    i always thought the line "i am myself, like you somehow" was to do with finding your life partner, your soulmate who you want to spend the rest of your life with...but this has always been quite a vague song to me in terms of meaning.
    I see the birds in the rain...


    i know and i would not ever touch you, hold you, feel you ever... oh, never again
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    First ever show-Leeds Festival 25th Aug 2006.
  • Eddie's arms up in the sky , looking at the crowd , singing
    I see the world
    Feel the chill

    What an opening was that , i will never ever forget that moment
    Hold me, and make it the truth,...
    That when all is lost there will be you,...
    Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
    And there's just one word I stil believe
    And it's Love

    29-08-06 (Arnhem)
    28-06-07 (Nijmegen)
    27-06-10 (Nijmegen)
  • ledveddermanledvedderman Posts: 7,761
    This song means more to me than any other song on the Ten album. I wouldn't have said that prior to the Kansas City show of 2003, but ever since then it has meant the world to me. In May of 2003 my grandfather passed away.
    I was going through some other personal struggles at the time, I was moving out of the house for the first time just days after his funeral, and I was really unsure of what I really wanted out of life.
    So, less than 2 weeks after his death, my good friend leatherman8 and I took off for our Pearl Jam tour for the summer. The first stop was Kansas City, and during Idlewilds set it just started downpouring. So then Pearl Jam was delayed and when they came out it was still pouring and they opened up with Release. During Release there was this brilliant display of lightning behind the venue and Ed made the remark "Hi, dad", and that changed the song for me forever. I was thinking the exact same thing Ed was when I saw that lightning.
    That whole trip (KC, Council Bluffs, St. Paul, and Chicago) was really a major factor in dealing with death and life in general, and "Release" had a lot to do with that.
  • This song means more to me than any other song on the Ten album. I wouldn't have said that prior to the Kansas City show of 2003, but ever since then it has meant the world to me. In May of 2003 my grandfather passed away.
    I was going through some other personal struggles at the time, I was moving out of the house for the first time just days after his funeral, and I was really unsure of what I really wanted out of life.
    So, less than 2 weeks after his death, my good friend leatherman8 and I took off for our Pearl Jam tour for the summer. The first stop was Kansas City, and during Idlewilds set it just started downpouring. So then Pearl Jam was delayed and when they came out it was still pouring and they opened up with Release. During Release there was this brilliant display of lightning behind the venue and Ed made the remark "Hi, dad", and that changed the song for me forever. I was thinking the exact same thing Ed was when I saw that lightning.
    That whole trip (KC, Council Bluffs, St. Paul, and Chicago) was really a major factor in dealing with death and life in general, and "Release" had a lot to do with that.



    What an awesome moment that must have been with the lightening. Release means the same to me. My father died when I was 5 years old and this song brings tears to my eyes just about every time I hear it. I have yet to hear it live but I am sure I will someday.
    "Oh dear dad, can you see me now? I am myself, like you somehow."


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  • Hell-o everyone.This is an open letter I wrote dedicated to all of you who replied to this thread and not forgetting to those who will reply in the future.When I first created this thread,I never expected to get any replies from anyone.Reason being, I am new to this forum and I am a newbie in the realm of Pearl Jam mania.Growing up,I did randomly listen to tracks such as Jeremy,alive,daughter,oceans, black being played on the radio,on the tv or being blasted by my siblings,but I never was into Pearl Jams music back then.I never gave it a shot to listen to other tracks or purchase any of the albums and I always wondered why I never did so.It was only recentlly that I found myself getting into Pearl Jams music and feeling solace and a strong connection with their music, a connection I was stupid enough not to have back then.I bought my very first Pearl Jam Ten album two months ago and it has been an addiction ever since.It has been what I have been listening to mostly everyday,every hour.Just a few weeks ago I bought two live Pearl Jam albums and I am a proud owner of my very first Pearl jam alive shirt.I know I am new in the Pearl Jam world,but I am honoured to join hands with all of you in this Pearl Jam planet.Although I lack a lot of knowledge in comparison to most of you who have been fans from day one,their music has left a mark in my life and has helped me and affected me,even though I only started getting into them recently.Every single track in the Ten album is like a puzzle that all joins up to form a story of my life.All eleven tracks in this album is a reflection and a depiction of myself as a person.Each song holds a deep meaning in my life, but there is one particular song that is sacred to me..release.I have been touched by all of your stories regarding the connection you have with the song release except for the almond one.Some of your stories did bring tears in my eyes and I am not sounding dramatic,no.I might not know you but I understand what you all are going through and how much this song relates to you as it does with me.My life has been an emotional roller coaster ride for years.I have been in and out of depression,the longest I have had was for four months straight.I still cant deal with my brothers death up until today and I never will.He was 22 when he passed away and this month I am turning 22 and I just feel that I dont deserve to be here.to be alive.If I could trade my life with him,I would..He deserves so much more..I just wished it wasnt my brother who had to leave this world.I wished it was me.Then there is my old man.I never had a happy childhood.My only memories of him is his yellings,shoutings, beatings,insults. I dont know what I did to deserve all that and everytime I think about it,It just makes me so angry and makes me feel weak and just break down and cry.Thinking about the pain, how I struggled to get up after being beaten over and over.How I just allowed him to beat me because I just felt so numb and so used to it no matter how much it hurt.How he practiced inequality in loving his children.How he hated my brother who passed away so much that it makes me angry that he dares to say that "he is dead and gone and end of story"..thats my father.the epitome of rigidness.epitome of selfishness and inhuman behaviour.As much as I wished my father would change and as much as I wished we could walk the walk and talk the talk, sadly it doesnt work with him.Though I have escaped the beatings lately,Its just pure silence between us.He doesnt even want to have a conversation with me and any time I make the move to talk to him,he would just try to put me down,make me look so awful,insult me.I dont like holding grudges against him but I wished he could just see and understand instead of telling the whole world what a rude child I am when all he should admit is he wasnt there for us,never loved us.All this family dysfunctional issues,my battle with self harming,my suicide attempts,all this pain,rage and sadness in me..i hope it would all just go away..I hope my father just starts being a father because I love him though I am hurt by the years of getting beatings and why he has to be so negative, that pain will never fade away,.. but I dont want to lose another family member.I already lost my dear brother which is very painful for me to deal with..i hope my parents can see.they have both told me that i should have been the one dead when thats what they dont understand..im not wishing to be alive..part of me wants to live,part of me wants to go..i hope someday i could learn to love myself and my parents would learn to appreciate me because i really dont knw what i did to them.i am not placing the blame on them or anyone..i know i have done wrong as well..its just i want to move on and work things out with them before its to late... i miss the old times..miss the times when we were all so happy..all six of us..now its just..listening to the song has helped me..i do cry along to the song...i just wished my father would just accept me the way i am and love me,thats all im asking..is that so much?..its a song that helps me deal with everything that has been going on in my life..my bitter relationship with my old man,my on of relationship with my mother,self harming,my brothers death...the song helps me..i just hope i could start loving myself and not do the unthinkable no matter how bad things are..bands like pearl jam,alice in chains,soundgarden,..this bands has saved my life so far and I hope someday I will get to meet and watch them live..i hope i could meet all the guys in soundgarden and i wished they never broke up and would return back together, alice in chains ( layne..r.i.p bro..i will join you in the after life brother..),the guys from pearl jam...music is the theraphy for me and i wished my parents saw that when they suggested me heading to the psychiatrist to get help.I wished they saw that if only they never ignored me and cared for me and talked to me, I would probably not be like this..I am not trying to sound melodramatic.I just thought of sharing a part of me to all of you and i hope no one out there takes their own life..i knw its a struggle i am struggling to over come.take care fellow pearl jam fans and i hope everything will go well with all of you..Thank you for sharing your stories once again.\m/.
    The north is to south what the clock is to time...
    There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life...
    I know I was born and I know that I’ll die...
    The in between is mine...I am mine...

    R.I.P. Layne Staley(1967-2002)
  • That is a pretty personal story and a heavy read.

    In my opinion and judging from what you said in the above, I would seek out some professional help. Music can be very therapeutic and can comfort you that much is true, but it will not help you in the long term. Music is more a band aid than a solution. Music can help you and guide you on your path it can help you get things into perspective, but it will not DO it for you. I'm sure you know all this yourself, still you made it seem as if you could get by with just the music.
    To me that is a pretty dangerous notion. Maybe your parents don't like you listening to Pearl jam and the others mentioned, think it will only get you down even more. If that is the case, I can tell you my parents feared the same thing and they were wrong. I would like to go on record to say that I don't recognize both my parents in your story, even though my dad is a weird man and I have had issues with him, they both love me and have made me aware of that in their own way.
    Maybe you (I am taking a leap here) don't take the suggestion of therapy seriously because it was made by them, they who might not approve of your choice in music. If this is the case than I strongly advice you to ignore your feeling of (lets say) rebellion and take it into consideration.

    Why go may state that: She's been diagnosed by some stupid fuck, and mommy agrees. Still that is a long way from not getting help. You don't need to involve them in your search. It could very well be something you do on your own. But seeing how you have painted this picture for total strangers I can't help but think you have a desire to talk about it.
    I think people should express their feelings and think you did it quite well. I just think that you would do better expressing it elsewhere. Not that I mind people expressing their heartache on here, I just think that there are people qualified to help you.
    You seem like you want to address the issues that have occurred in your life and work on the things troubling you. Good, now make sure you get some help from a man/woman that is educated in this field, someone who you would dare to trust and with whom you feel comfortable.
    They can help you in your effort and guide the work that you will still have to do in a proper direction.
    I have had therapy myself and before I got myself as far as to allow someone to get that close, I had the idea that they would change me. That I would somehow not be myself, looking back I think that was an absurd notion. They didn't do that much, I did most of the work. They just help me think in a direction that helped me find answers. They helped me lay the finger on what lay at the core of my problems. They could not have done so had I not wanted it, they could not have done so had I not worked to get myself were I wanted to go.

    I am sorry for the loss of someone dear to you. It must be hard to reach that age. If you really feel that the roles should have been the other way around than I suggest you spend the time given to you well. Try and do the things your brother never had the chance to do. And enjoy life enough for the both of you. It may be hard to do that coming from your back ground, but enjoying it is the only thing you can do in this life.

    If you really want to straighten things out get help.
    « One man's glory is another man's hell.
    You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
    Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
    I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
    I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
  • There is nothing like shutting off all the lights, closing the curtains and putting this song on repeat. For me it's a RELEASE from everyday life and just letting your mind go. I always feel fresh and ready to go on with the rest of my day after doing this....that's why it's my favorite song (from any band).

    EDIT: I just the whole letter from Even Flow 1984 and would like to say sorry to you for putting this post in. You have problems that turning lights out once a day won't help. GOOD LUCK man I hope things get better for you.
    There's no I in team, but there's me.

    "0035 EVENFLOW PSYCHOS

    "I'm George Bush and my son's an asshole" 08/03/2000

    Don't stop wen you're tired, stop when you're done
  • @evenflow1984....I think that karma Defect said al the right things.It is indeed a sad story you are telling.I told a simmilar story years ago(only then it was an ubusive boyfriend)But now the story is much better,but that took a lot of time/help.So there is one thing i would like to ad to karma defects heartwarming advice....you say that you feel guilty for letting him do that to you.....please try and work that out with professionel help,because that is the key to a long road with a lot of bumps in it towards you feeling better about yourself.You need to learn howe to love yourself.Thats hard enough as it is especialy when your parents don't show love.You can be sure that your brother is stil by your side,so try and feel that so you don,t feel alone.I get from your story that you and your brother had alot of love for each other....that must mean that you are a loveble person with a good hart,so please don,t let your parents tel you anything else.Try getting help,and let the PJ songs be an outlet for your emotions,not a solution to your problems.
    Lots of strenght and al the best to you
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