She Love's Me, She loves Me Not

donnaruhl

She is killing herself,
And it's killing me.
She says she's already dead.
I want her to live.
I want her to be happy
I want her to care.
She loves me, She loves me not.
She's emotionally hurt,
So she hurts me.
 She says,"Feel it ? Feel it now? Know it!"
"I won't forget, And I will make sure,
You never forget."
I couldn't controll what happened. 25 years ago.
I can't change what happened 25 years ago.
She told me what happend to her, just 3 years ago.
I didn't know.
She loves me, She loves me not.
She has a deep seeded hatred for me.
And it only shows when she's drinking.
She loves me the other 2 day's a week.
Inbetween hungover, and drunk.
Both of us are dying.
She's killing herself,
And it's killing me.